Throwback to 4 years ago, it’s crazy to see how Iv let my depression n’ anxiety take over me but I am determined to get back to my old self, Iv given up smoking n’ back down the gym full time, feeling a hella lot better about myself and I’m slowly seeing improvements in my mental health and my physique. Slowly but surely I shall return to how I used to be. I’m not gonna quit. Iv let the last 8 years of my life slip by, constantly thinking of what other people think of me, hating myself and the way I look. In later years Iv been drinking myself into oblivion and being very self destructive, trying to forget all the shit my own mind has put me through. Iv spent my entire life letting people push me around and making me feel miserable but now, it’s not gonna happen anymore. I’m standing up to every cunt that said I’m not gonna make something of myself, that I’m a loser, a freak, a loner, that I should kill myself n’ that there’s no point me even being here. Also, I just wanna wanna say a massive thank you to all the people who have stuck by me through my worst, I might of not shown my appreciation then but now, I truly am thankful, I honestly wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you. You know who you are n’ I love you all.
🖤Keep it creepy, keep it real❤️