OMFG, I’m back! I’ve been under the weather for about 2 weeks and have been resting my ass off. I resumed my projects yesterday and I feel great. Great about every-fucking-thing! One thing I am realizing now is that there is nothing worse than not being able to do what you love. For the past two weeks there has been a void and I couldn’t figure it out till yesterday. Your passion is part of your soul, and if it’s ignored, it makes you feel fucking terrible. There it is every day, staring at you, making you feel shitty about taking a break. You’re staring back at it saying, “I’ll get back to it, just not now.”
I’ve never been good at taking a break and not feeling guilty. But fuck it, it’s over and I’m back.
I can’t even imagine what it’s like to ignore your passion for years on end. It’s only been two weeks for me and it’s crippling.
All that to say, if you have passion for something, GO FOR IT! No moment like the present to get shit done.
Complaining is a loser mind state... That is something I must remind myself of every day. I’m not perfect and I am far from it. Sometimes I catch myself being upset about something completely stupid like having to start my car when it’s cold outside or having to prepare food. So to myself I must constantly repeat, “Shut the fuck up, do you have any idea how lucky you are to have a car to bring you places? Or even having the means to afford groceries? How ridiculous can you be to complain about such things?! Get your shit together, and be grateful for what you have. That is the only way you can have an impact on the world. “ Having conversations like those with myself are what keep me grounded and focused. The fact that I have a phone and social media to share this message makes me so grateful. While most speak badly about social media, I intend to use it to show that great things are possible. If I can reach just one person, it will fill me with happiness. It only takes one person to create a positive ripple effect.
Quit complaining and have a great day! 😉
When you’re doing something you hate, that shit sucks. Especially when you know you’re meant for something greater. If you have a passion, go the fuck after it. Nothing is worse than regret. Get off your ass and chase it!