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Little vent post....
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Where do I start...lets say I'm getting exhausted....I am tired of fighting and pretending every little thing is okay when it's killing me inside. My demons are yelling in my ears and I want to pick up that blade but I made a promise to my lover I would not self harm...but what else am I supposed to do when my entire world is crashing down and the weight on my shoulders is increasing and I just want to give up...I really do...what else am I suppose to do? Why do I have to be like this and keep going when I know nothing is left...I know I have friends, family, a boyfriend who loves me so much he would take a bullet for me...but why do I still feel hollow now? Why do I let people who insult me in school for being a "demon" who "don't care"...why do they have to make fun of my laugh, my words...when I'm just trying to make my life better I just don't get it at all....I just don't want to be alive anymore...I can't keep this charade of never-ending nightmares that relapse everytime I lay down my tired head on the tear stained pillow...I can't keep looking at the mirror and seeing nothing but fat and ugliness that don't even deserve to live. I know no one deserves to hear this, and that no one will read this...but just...fucking kill me already I'm sick of this...
Little vent post.... - - Where do I start...lets say I'm getting exhausted....I am tired of fighting and pretending every little thing is okay when it's killing me inside. My demons are yelling in my ears and I want to pick up that blade but I made a promise to my lover I would not self harm...but what else am I supposed to do when my entire world is crashing down and the weight on my shoulders is increasing and I just want to give up...I really do...what else am I suppose to do? Why do I have to be like this and keep going when I know nothing is left...I know I have friends, family, a boyfriend who loves me so much he would take a bullet for me...but why do I still feel hollow now? Why do I let people who insult me in school for being a "demon" who "don't care"...why do they have to make fun of my laugh, my words...when I'm just trying to make my life better I just don't get it at all....I just don't want to be alive anymore...I can't keep this charade of never-ending nightmares that relapse everytime I lay down my tired head on the tear stained pillow...I can't keep looking at the mirror and seeing nothing but fat and ugliness that don't even deserve to live. I know no one deserves to hear this, and that no one will read this...but just...fucking kill me already I'm sick of this...
"My two beautiful children..." Paperjam said happily, smiling.
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink #paperfresh #paperfreshfamily #cil #spraycray]
Puppy PJ glanced up at her parents, blinking. "You know what...I think my family is perfect." She smiled softly to herself.
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink #paperfresh]
Paperjam giggled, watching her father operate the puppets. "Again daddy again!" She laughed, smiling.
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Paperjam hugged Fresh tightly, closing her eyes. "Oh how I love you..."
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink #paperfresh]
"Create...or destroy? What is this profound so called 'destiny' that you find? Where is this foolish purpose everyone speaks of...what is my destiny, my purpose? The only thing I know is the unbalance of this world from creative to destructive strands...and yet I want to create, but when I do...I destroy it in a second. Am I meant to have a purpose, a path for myself to follow, or am I suppose to lag behind as I watch my friends go and pursue their hopes and dreams. I may just be the aftermath of their fights but I want to belong too..I want to feel like them, I don't want to have this cracked soul that makes me feel utterly heartless to those who did no harm. I guess all I am is an emotionless child with no ambition to continue farther in her life...guess all I will ever want to do is destroy everything and everyone I get near...."
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
"Create...or destroy? What is this profound so called 'destiny' that you find? Where is this foolish purpose everyone speaks of...what is my destiny, my purpose? The only thing I know is the unbalance of this world from creative to destructive strands...and yet I want to create, but when I do...I destroy it in a second. Am I meant to have a purpose, a path for myself to follow, or am I suppose to lag behind as I watch my friends go and pursue their hopes and dreams. I may just be the aftermath of their fights but I want to belong too..I want to feel like them, I don't want to have this cracked soul that makes me feel utterly heartless to those who did no harm. I guess all I am is an emotionless child with no ambition to continue farther in her life...guess all I will ever want to do is destroy everything and everyone I get near...." πŸ’’ πŸ–Œ πŸ’’ (Credit to dem artists yo) πŸ–Œ πŸ’’ πŸ–Œ [#undertale  #paperjam  #errorxink  #inksans  #errorsans  #au  #inktale  #errortale  #roleplay  #gradient  #errink ]
Bet no one will comment..
Bet no one will comment..
"You wanna fight? Well bring it then because I ain't scared of you or your power, I can easily kill you with my eyes closed!" Paperjam said in a wide smile, smirking as she held a paintbrush handed down to her from Ink.
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
"U-Uhm Mr. Fresh? W-What are you doing and why do you look so angry??"
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
Jammy held Gradient's hand. "Don't worry, nothing will happen. I'll protect you if anything happens and that's a promise so relax."
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
Paperjam giggled. "You may be mean sometimes but your pretty cool!" She smiled, holding Fresh's arm.
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
Ink was helping PJ ride her bike, once she got off she smiled and Error stepped up, taking her bike away and riding off. "What the...? Hey daddy that's my bike!" She called out to him and looked at her mother. "Is he always gonna do this mommy?"
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Have this wonderful video
Have this wonderful video
PJ lifts Gradient up. "Look father! I iz strong and majestic eagle!" She said dumbly, making a weird face. "Arez yous prood of meh!?"
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay #gradient #errink]
"Look how cute my parents are! They are the cutest couple I have ever seen and I've been so blessed to call them my family!"
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay]
"I WILL hurt you if I have to! You hear me kid!?" Paperjam growled a bit.
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay]
The mistake olds her soul in her hands. "See this? This is my soul...as you can see it's already broke...The only way I can justify my actions, my cruelty..my hatred, sadness...all of the feelings I feel and act upon...is because of this broken soul..." PJ whispered, clutching her hand together to keep the tears from falling. "You see, I was MADE like this and I've tried to change...I can't.."
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay]
The mistake olds her soul in her hands. "See this? This is my soul...as you can see it's already broke...The only way I can justify my actions, my cruelty..my hatred, sadness...all of the feelings I feel and act upon...is because of this broken soul..." PJ whispered, clutching her hand together to keep the tears from falling. "You see, I was MADE like this and I've tried to change...I can't.." πŸ’’ πŸ–Œ πŸ’’ (Credit to dem artists yo) πŸ–Œ πŸ’’ πŸ–Œ [#undertale  #paperjam  #errorxink  #inksans  #errorsans  #au  #inktale  #errortale  #roleplay ]
"What do you want, you pathetic being?" PJ asked, poison seemed to drop off her words. "Well, what is it? Your wasting my time."
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[#undertale #paperjam #errorxink #inksans #errorsans #au #inktale #errortale #roleplay]