Many of us experience emotional downward spirals when you feel defeated, lonely, unloved and just plain defeated. I am one of those people. It's not a feeling to be ashamed of or sympathize about. It means that we are the most loving of all because we spend so much time with concerns, loving, proving ourselves, and putting that person that falsely made you believe they love you wanted a future with you and/or others wants instead of our own needs first, whether deserving or not!
I have finally learned my lesson from the consequences I am facing because of my choice to not love myself. This will be a very difficult task for me because I feel that "LOVE" doesn't love me back in many ways. I have completely given up on it! It has been used as a weapon against me and I have physical and now the worst of emotional scars from it! Like milk, I am officially allergic to it, therefore, I have made the decision to do my best to lock it up, burn it and remove it from my world completely! It may come across as becoming a dick, asshole and/or any other genetalia, but I cannot concern myself with that. I guess my message to all of you is, it is impossible to crave something you've never had or experienced. And I know this is easier said than done but love comes in many forms. You'll know deep down inside what kind it is and if what you're feeling actually falls into the category of love. But you have to be honest with yourself! If you don't feel it... It ain't there! Don't be afraid to be alone, because you aren't. No one is unless you alienate yourself from the world! No substitutes and for those who use it as a weapon... You should be ashamed of yourself! "Love" has done so much damage to my life and only has very few meaning to me. The misrepresentation and use of the way it's supposed to feel has done so much damage to me and i'm sure many of you out there. I end with... Love don't live here anymore ✌.
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