I try to convince me that it's enough to just imagone him as my boyfriend or only that he is bust near me...but WHY DOES HE DO THINGS LIKE THIS RIGHT INFRONT OF US MAKING ME HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
But seriously though...he is such a down to earth person like he sees everything out of such a normal perspectiv...I know it sounds dumb but that is not everytime the case with idols...he ist just... I just can imagine very well how it would be to be him in this sitiation...I would also wonder why so many people are giving me so much attention and love...I mean he knows that there are some crazy people like me out there who love them crazily...but...I know that he can't fully understand that...I think that he thinks: I am just a normal person with heartships, good days, bad days, boring days and so on...and so many people like us eventhough they don't know us personally... I can relate to him so much like...I think I can understand his point of view in some kinds of way:) what is again a point for me to love him even more💜💜
TO THE GIRL WHO TOOK HIM AWAY,
You might be wondering why.
If you hadn't come barging in mine and his life, we'd never see the truth. I'd never see the truth. How vast was the world yet I only chose to see the infinite through a small tiny key hole.
Now, I see everything. I see you try to live the life I live. I hope you know the repercussions. I hope you know what it's like to be loved and not be loved back with the same intensity as I do. I finally understand why though.
I now know why I love yet cannot be loved back. I was a diamond handpicked by a blind man. A blind man like him, deserves a common stone like you. Thank you for I now know my worth. Farewell, the both of you. It is time I live my worth. -ds (@mynameisdo)
This entire week, I’ve been feeling positivity surrounding me. It made me feel lighter, less stress, and less anxious. Every night before going to bed, I’d say to myself that today was a good day. Regardless of how the day went, I was just grateful to see another one. Today, I also found out that one of my greatest inspirations, Avicii, has passed away. He was only 28 years old.
Live everyday to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it. Life is filled with unexpectednesses and wonders. Life is beautiful kids.