I'm not a pro, but I try to tell write things that make people think. This is old to me and @kat_rosexo but new to y'all.
#Disclaimer : Before someone starts to preach in my dms, the girl in this story isnt me. The very Idea of getting butterflies or dating irks me...at least for now. I'm very uncertain about dating. This was written to provoke thoughts and raise question. Not to preach in my DMs. *******************
My baby knows I'm very inquisitive.
How I love him
I have nothing to hide.
"Your thirst to know drew me to you", he says.
Tonight, the look on his face scared me.
Unlike before, arms around my bosom, while his body rests against mine. face buried into his chest. Fuck yeah. He couldn't look at me.
He knew I was in love with her.
I'm afraid I might have turned a perfectly good man into a monster. "I'm out of love." I wanted to say.
'Not for you. Because you'd always be my baby.
You called me intelligent before you called me pretty.
You called me brave even after you saw my insecurities.
You called me strength each morning after the battles with my demons at night.
You called me resilient each day I resisted the urge to cut myself.
But for us.
I'm out of deposit.
I cashed out all of my love and now I have no savings.
I'm selfish... I know.
I held onto friendship with hopes that time will interac me with reasons to keep our flames burning. It failed me.
I'm bankrupt'. HIM: WE NEED TO TALK.