I call this
"Variations on a Theme from a Wii Home Menu"
Small Fantasia for 4ft. Celesta, played on a keyboard since I know 0 whereabouts on a real 4ft. Celesta. However, I do know a woman named Celeste.
What has happened to my social life?(Long post warning).
There was a time, that I couldn't be alone, I had to be out, distracted, doing something!! Being entertained at a festival, club, social gathering or party .. the nightlife I once knew and now the constant reminders of a world that I escaped in intoxication, feeling numbed, another person, a moment that I could just dance and forget, be wild and totally free!! Travel to places both physically and metaphorically ... I basically NEEDED this lifestyle .. a personal trainer, centre of attention, the wild one, the life of the party!! I initially started a yoga practice as a physical workout, to keep my body fit, not healthy, just fit ...... But what yoga has taught me over the years, can't even be summed up in words!! The need for this lifestyle got less and the past few years, totally diminished.
Even if my Saturday nights are spent in asanas rather than intoxications, alone rather than attached, wanting rather than needing, then I am ok with that!! Now I am discovering my true~self, through the art of yoga, as a teacher and forever as a student. May we ALL become more centered. #downkitty#downwardfacingdog#variation