And even though I fuckin hate you, you have part of me still. Cry for you, I promised that I would never fuckin cry for you. Die for you, I can’t be without you I would die for you. Bleed for you, I do anything, I fuckin bleed for you. Why can’t you understand, I fuckin needed you. -Phora
Left 21.4.2017 (pre-T) vs. right 21.4.2018 (1 year on T) | Sorry for the double post but I’m really 1 year on vitamin T today. That’s so insane.. I know all the struggles I had before testosterone like it was yesterday and getting T was my lifesaver. I thought this day will never come and now it’s 1 year since my first shot. I adore my voice more than ever and I can also look into the mirror without hating what I see. More confidence & more strength & less problems or self doubt 🍀🙏🏻🎉🤓
hey y'all!!! it's been a minute!! what's up with you?
i'm just popping in for a lil update. i finished up my show last week, and it was such an AMAZING experience 💞 i'm so proud of it, and i always will be.
my dysphoria has also been KILLER. but, my insurance just authorized my top surgery!!!!! holy shit!!!! we just have to schedule a date whenever we can get in contact with the surgeon's office ((^: really this is what i needed to hear rn 😊😊
other than that, i did just hit an important milestone for myself. i'm thinking i'll post a lil art piece for it later. just to kind of give it it's own post.
i hope u all are doing well!!!
4/20 was lit as fuck this year surrounded by music, art, artists, friends & all together celebrating our love for Mary Jane 🌿 so happy I was able to celebrate the right way this year 🤙🏽 hope all you stoner babes out there had a good ass 4/20!! #420#libco#guyswhosmoke#joint#maryjane
So two months on #testosterone has hit! My voice is actually a lot more squeaky in reality 😆 it’s good but also strange at the same time. #thisiswhattranslookslike for me as #ftm and I’m lovin it
Also—I’ve noticed that working out has gotten a wee bit easier, but other than that, it’s been mostly my voice and then the mental changes.