I like you some days.
But I hate you more.
I get tired of looking at you, it’s becoming a chore.
I pick at the bits that hang, that fold.
I trace my fingers through the creases, the bits that are getting old.
I try covering you up, only to feel more noticed.
I try stripping you down only to feel more and more coated.
I try squeezing you in, only to push you back out.
I look at you with frowns never smiles or pout.
I try just letting you go, letting you do what you please
I try restricting you, tie you down, seize!
I try taking you a few steps forward
Only to drag you ten back.
Try show you the light only to keep you in the black.
I push you to do better.
Stop being stuck.
Stop holding yourself back.
Stop making the wrong decision pick up the slack!
Be there for them.
Be there for him.
Be there regardless no matter their sin.
I launch you into opportunities to find you disappointed.
But force you to try, try and try again.
You get thrown into defeat, heaped on the sofa only to
cry, cry and cry again.
I want to make my peace with you
But, like in the name - I’m always at Warr.
Maybe one day I will like you and that will be all.
Until then I guess I will just stare at you, through this crooked mirror on the wall. ‘Body’ - Nicole Warr
me pretending to be cute 💗 • Meine Lieben, gestern war erst Montag & heute schon Mittwoch — Das ging aber schnell! 😳😅 Diese Woche habe ich irgendwie gar keine Lust; zu nichts. Arbeiten, Sport, selbst essen ist viel zu anstrengend 😣 Wie sieht es bei euch aus? Wie geht es euch & was tut ihr so? 😘