Our perceptions disguise themselves in beliefs that have no fundamental value pushing us to do things we do not want to do or be who we don’t want to be. I’m living through life thinking whether I’m doing the right thing but there is no right or wrong, it’s is what you feel that makes the difference. Losing something is part of life’s process but do we ever lose it all? There’s always a part of me that looks back and feels all the emotions I’ve been through before, with time nothing gets better we just learn to forget that one particular moment and it all slowly fades until we’re reminded of it. Day by day, a moment at the time. So when will stop? The only question I struggle to answer is when. Will it stop once we throw it all away to feel relieved for a moment and then go back to the agony of losing so important? Does the hurt go away once we change ourselves entirely? Or does it stay to remind us that we didn’t hold on and didn’t get through it.. You’ll give so much of yourself, you’ll sacrifice your pride and honour to be the right thing and even then everything seems to slip away. It’s our beliefs of us that make us strong and help us through tough times, it’s the only thing that keeps us sane when our minds go crazy, it’s the only thing that ever counts. If you don’t strongly believe you will always lose not just yourself but your purpose to. What we want will never come easy, it will be a hard and a tough road, on which you’ll be tested every step of the way on how strongly you believe.