Having a long distance relationship is one of the hardest things emotionally- it messes with you
The pain it causes me to know I won't see him for long periods of time is soul destroying, it's driving me insane, all I think about is time, how time goes so slowly, all these thoughts will always lead back to that one person- him
The one who never fails to make me smile, The one who looks at me like no one else does, The one I cannot breathe without, The one who sympathizes, The one who will care no matter what, The one who will stay calm when stressful times hit, The one who will take the mick though he means no harm, The one who always always puts me first... The one who I am madly and deeply in love with
Of course it was going to be hard, but I knew that, I knew what lied ahead and I would be lying if I said I didn't realise it would be this difficult
But here's where the positivity comes in- It is making me a stronger person
If I can get through this, I can do anything, the confidence in myself is growing and will forever continue to grow, it also gives me confidence in my relationship, the trust bond is so secure
I chose to put myself into this situation and because my head and my heart are in the game together I know this was the right road to go down
Everyone should know that everthing (little, big, sad, happy) happens for a reason, and you will know that reason as soon as it decides to unfold right infront of your eyes
Whenever there is pain, happiness is just around the corner, and that is a promise, no matter what corner you turn
To my love: Today you turn 19! Even though you are miles away, and I haven’t seen you in over 4 months, I’m keeping you close in my heart and wishing you the happiest of birthdays. I’m so proud of you and all you are doing to serve the lord and his people. You are growing so much and it’s been a wonderful journey to watch so far! I miss you so much but I know you are where you are meant to be right now. So I will keep waiting for you until you get home! But until then, have a wonderful birthday and I know you have some wonderful people there in North Carolina who will ensure you have an amazing day! I love you so much Elder Boudousquie!!! 💗 HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! 🎉
Excuses - We all have them!
I have so much to do
It’s really late
It’s really early
Whatever it is, we all have excuses. But we have to bigger than our excuses and push past them! I can tell you right now if push past your excuses and fit that workout in today you won’t regret it! Even if it’s only 10-15 minutes. Do it! Let’s go girl 👊🏼
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."
• I spent the weekend at my boyfriend's house and he spent the last two days in my city. Someone told me they had never seen me as happy as I look when I'm with him. Being with him makes me feel whole. Thank you, Shekh Ma Shieraki Anni.