Buon Compleanno Amore Mio!! 💘🎂 +20
Tanti tanti auguri! Questo è il secondo compleanno che passiamo insieme e spero di poterli festeggiare fino all'ultimo e invecchiare insieme 😊
In questo tempo siamo cambiati e abbiamo fatto tantissime cose bellissime che immagino solo con te!
Sperò di poterti sorprendere anche quest'anno, giorno dopo giorno e renderti sempre felice.😁
Your body image is a big deal. The way you see yourself within is quite often different to the way others may see you. Lately I’ve been struggling with my body image. I was once much smaller and that’s how I remember myself but coming to think about it, that was literally YEARS AGO...but I see people out here on Instagram posting images of their petite, thin bodies and it’s definitely a constant reminder of who I used to be in terms of my physique. It really does become unhealthy to think like that because as I see and remember myself as this small boy back in year 11 high school - without an ass, pecs, calves and a waist (these are a few parts of my body that have definitely grown/become more defined to my disliking) it has made me feel as if I am oversized or to put it more bluntly, fat and sometimes even ugly. I’m not ashamed or even sorry to say that word because we’re the ones who associate that certain type of physique and even just the word with negativity. With me thinking I’m fat has led to me eating less and less or when I do eat I binge eat and then go without for a period of time which is fucking unhealthy...I feel the need to speak up about these things when I’m in the midst of experiencing them so it doesn’t become a bigger problem for myself and so that others actually know that they aren’t alone. The thing is I know I’m not fat, but I feel it and I think it and I look at myself and feel as if I even look it. I know I’m just a little bigger than I used to be, which I’d like to say isn’t the problem but it is, but it shouldn’t be, I’m a healthy size for my age but oversized and unhealthy in mind...but I have to learn to accept my ever changing body or else I’m never gonna love myself, plain and simple. I hope you all understand that YOUR body image is important, not quite literally the way you look to others but the way you see yourself...do not look at other people’s Instagram photos and think “I wish I looked like that” because you should be happy in your own body and not wishing you were in someone else’s.