I commute to work. 25 minutes each way. Recently it’s been such a peaceful time. I listen to music and audiobooks. I sing. I think about the day ahead of me or the day behind me. For a long time though, my commute was torture. It was the time of day my narcissist loved to pick fights. He loved to upset me as much as possible before I got to work where he knew I had to pull it all together and go on about my day like nothing was wrong. He found a sense of power in knowing I was holding back tears in front of a classroom full of teenagers, but dying inside. He would bring up tiny things from the past and blow them completely out of proportion, he would accuse me of things I didn’t do, and sometimes he would just flat out create scenarios that didn’t exist to fight about. To him it didn’t matter. The only goal was to hurt me and strengthen his control over my life and emotions. #serialprovoker
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From Our Home Of The Berkshires Of MA To The Glorious Mountain Tops Of Eldora, Colorado! (Btw. The Mountains Far Off In The Distance Im Stairing At Are Where We Are Staying 😍)
So for those of you who are still unaware, as of about 2 weeks ago I started one of the most challenging and expansive experiences of my life. Putting my entire life into a small SUV with absolutely no comfort room, no shower, no kitchen, and decided to travel cross country for the next few months of my life. Though this has been a dream of mine since I was a young child that does not mean receiving what you always dreamed of comes without challenges and pain.
And ohhh, let me tell you we know all about hitting challenges on the road at this point and we are only almost 2 weeks in. It's crazy the amount of events that have taken place in such a short period of time. And it's entirely safe to say that this is one of the most dynamic experiences of not only my life but also my boyfriend Gabriel.
The only difference between us and normal people is we thrive off of the struggles and challenges because we are at a state of consciousness where we KNOW that the challenge is what helps us to grow, thrive and expand the fastest and therefore it is our friend and not our enemy. It is all just a matter of persepctive in life you see...We live in a world where we are truly aware that comfort and saftey does not exist and we not only live off of that challenge but we love it. This is the state of conscious awareness, gratitude and dedication we all must adopt to truly dedicate ourselves to serving the planet at a much deeper level on this journey.
We all must be willing to truly die...not in a physical sense...but yet in the sense of letting go of all of our comforts, everything we think we are, have been told to be and identify with, what we think we want for ourselves, in order to truly seep into what we really are at our core, purest level of being, which is... (CONTINUE IN COMMENTS BELOW)...
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I was that nerd that got out of the regular electives to get transfered into art and music. I started with the keyboard but my next time around I was able to have the piano almost to myself. I love the piano but it's not as easy to move around like a guitar.
Internal transformation requires four foundations: understanding that the mind is malleable, understanding that nothing lasts forever, a proper healing tool, and effort.
Sending love to all beings. May we all find the tools we need to set ourselves free. May we all be happy and wise.
If you have found some good healing tools please share in the comments, I'm always curious about what is helping people make progress. 🙏🏽💙🌎 #yungpueblo#awaken_healers
In lieu of yesterday’s message from Spirit, I’d like to remind you all that there is no “light” without “darkness”. While basking in the “light” is important, you can’t simply neglect the “darkness” because it makes you uncomfortable. It is equally as important to journey within so that you may shine light on & heal your shadows. Shadow/inner work is an important aspect of this journey that many healers, including myself, don’t discuss too often. But it is futile & misleading to only point you toward the light, as this is only one side of the coin☯️ “Light work” is the easy part making it much more digestible....”shadow work” can be a little more challenging as it forces you to essential face aspects of your soul that are “hidden in the shadows”.....aspects of your soul that, essentially, you don’t want to or cannot see. Running from, neglecting or avoiding shadow work is the same as running from yourself. This is exactly why the mirror aspect between Twin Flames is so important.....but that’s a subject for another day🙃As you continue along your journey to harmonious reunion/union, please be reminded that the “lights, glitters & glam” is merely one aspect of this journey. You transcend the duality of your being by harmonizing the “light” & the “dark”....☯️BALANCE in ALL things is key☯️
Chakras: Earth star 🌏⭐️ and soul ⭐️ Earth star location; 6–12” below the feet
Soul star location; 6-12” above the head
Earth star color: copper
Soul star color: magenta
The earth star and soul star chakras help us take our spiritual connection to the next level. The earth star is the spiritual anchor that holds us deep in the wisdom of mother Earth. The soul star is the spiritual energy center that allows us to deepen our connection to the wisdom of the cosmos. When the centers are open and connected at the same time, we are held by heaven and earth in perfect balance and perfect trust.
Mother Earth was here well before us. She’s millions of years old. And she still going to be here when our physical body has left. When we take the time to acknowledge the divine mother and connect with her through the earth star we are able to draw up information and guidance from her that will give us a greater sense of connection to the planet and direction in our life.
The universe is the heart of truth and within that energy is age old wisdom and love that goes beyond our understanding.
When we access the Soul star, which is seen as a beautiful three dimensional star of light, we’re able to take our spiritual knowledge to the next level.
Get ready to release karma, connect to the cosmos and anchor yourself to the earth.
One morning I asked a friend, "Do you ever just wake up feeling heavy and sad because the world is sad, but you yourself are happy, but the saddness of others over takes you?" My friend thought I was crazy 🤷. Lately I have been so overstimulated by other peoples feelings. I walk in a room and can instantly feel everyone and everything. It can be overwhelming because most people can't even handle their own emotions, imagine feeling everyone else's emotions too! So amazing and so overwhelming. I need to start paying attention to who makes me feel good and surround myself with those people more. The hurt people are always drawn to me, but the sad stories and angsty energy are taking a major toll on my own energy lately.
The light at the end of the proverbial tunnel. Does it exist?
I say no. There is always a tunnel, road, mountain. I had a good conversation with a fellow practitioner last week. He stated that he is educated enough to know better but not to where he doesn't care. I fall directly in the rock and a tough spot. I know good, I know great, I know right and wrong. I can't unknow something. Can you?
It’s so important to clear and protect your energy field. Whenever you need a boost or whenever you find yourself taking on the energy of others, take a moment to check in and visualize a golden white light around you. Ask for any energy that is not yours to carry to be cleared or ask for assistance in clearing away any heavy emotions or tensions. Then feel that beautiful white light of protection radiating all around you. 🌈🙏😘 #mondaymantra#energyfield#aura#empath#bethelight#higherconsciousness#inspirational#positivevibes#healing
You are a being of immense depth, wisdom, and compassion. You are a pioneer and trailblazer of humanity, a model for others on how to be sensitive and powerful. All the strength and love you need is already within you, waiting to be discovered.
General Energy 4/23/2018 👉🏼 Kuan Yin Oracle by Alana Fairchild (Blessings, Guidance & Enlightenment from the Divine Feminine) ✨40. The Yin Empress: The Yin Empress brings peace, prosperity and success to her beloved devotees. Your Soul Purpose includes Healing and Empowerment of the Divine Feminine, the Yin Empress herself. You gain power, assistance and untold blessings in following your Soul Purpose. You are lifted and supported in your Sacred Work now.
You are a spiritual leader and pioneer and part of what you are here to do for the planet on a soul level, whether your a man or woman, is to empower the Divine Feminine, the cosmic Empress of Yin or divine feminine energy, so that we might live in more balance as a species on the Earth.
The Divine Feminine is only now making her resurgence on this planet and many do not understand Her. Your sacred task, for which you will be richly supported, nourished and rewarded, is to help live Her truths now. In doing so, you are planting seeds of awareness and experience for others to draw from when they too are ready to live into Her sacred truths.
This will explain why at times you feel you do not fit in to current culture. You are not meant to, because you are meant to help it to grow and change! In the same way that beloved Kuan Yin had a rebellious and compassionate streak, and did not fit into the world in the way that it was because she was born to help heal and ascend, so too does your Soul yearn to make a real difference in this world, to help it be free of fear that leads to competition and domination and power struggles and instead to live from a place of love and peace.
The gifts of the Yin Empress are experienced through your feminine power which is accessed through living your heart truths, your genuine values and your fierce gentleness. Femininity is not weak, nor is it aggressive, it is fierce compassion that refuses to descend into judgement and if it does, rises again to compassion over and over and over again. ✨👇🏼
“I would like to talk with you about things I care about that others do not care about because they do not care about me, and hear you care, not because you care about me, but because you care about the things I care about.
I would like to listen. I could do it half the night, hour turning over hour, until I fall asleep in your words.
I need make up time: I need to listen and breathe and take you in and just stop.”
- @waylonlewis 🙏🏼🦋
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