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Breakfast was awesome. Some eggs, toast, and hashbrowns. #edrecovery #ana #anorexia #recovery #ed #eatittobeatit #breakfast #eggs #hashbrowns #toast
sending out these positive bees because i know some of my friends need some support and cheering up so like 🐝🐝🐝also i love all my friends i can't believe they are so great💓i had a challenge food today delievered by my dear friend @dabbyconstantinople whom i love so much💕and hershey kisses are so good and the note made it even better🌸#challengefood #eatittobeatit #kickinganorexiasass #edrecovery
sending out these positive bees because i know some of my friends need some support and cheering up so like 🐝🐝🐝also i love all my friends i can't believe they are so great💓i had a challenge food today delievered by my dear friend @dabbyconstantinople whom i love so much💕and hershey kisses are so good and the note made it even better🌸#challengefood  #eatittobeatit  #kickinganorexiasass  #edrecovery 
Literally my rock and my inspiration. Love my Baba and miss her everyday. 
Those that know me know I give blood every 2 months because towards the end of her life, my grandma needed a lot of blood, and doing this made me feel close to her. 
My iron level is 6. Single digits. And that was before I dropped my period this month. 
This, and the concussion had left me feeling incredibly week and vulnerable. Like I just don’t mean anything. My life is worthless. 
Tomorrow I was supposed to give blood and I’ve been told by my team that is absolutely not an option and I’m already in a position where I may need an iron transfusion. 
In my head, I’m healthy, I’ve gained unnecessary weight, I don’t feel sluggish or experience any symptoms of anemia except the extreme blood loss all at once in the occasions I do get my period. 
It’s taken a lot for me to stay on track tonight, and tomorrow is going to be even harder. 
This fight is hard af. I hang on because I hope and pray someday my life will actually mean something. 
#eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #warrior #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #fearfood #prorecovery #eatingdisorderswareness #recoveryisworthit #edwarrior #edfighter #selfharm #depression #anxiety #addiction #selfcare #bodypositivity #recoverywarriors #recoverywarrior #antidiet #mentalhealth #vulnerability #sober #selfcompassion
Literally my rock and my inspiration. Love my Baba and miss her everyday. Those that know me know I give blood every 2 months because towards the end of her life, my grandma needed a lot of blood, and doing this made me feel close to her. My iron level is 6. Single digits. And that was before I dropped my period this month. This, and the concussion had left me feeling incredibly week and vulnerable. Like I just don’t mean anything. My life is worthless. Tomorrow I was supposed to give blood and I’ve been told by my team that is absolutely not an option and I’m already in a position where I may need an iron transfusion. In my head, I’m healthy, I’ve gained unnecessary weight, I don’t feel sluggish or experience any symptoms of anemia except the extreme blood loss all at once in the occasions I do get my period. It’s taken a lot for me to stay on track tonight, and tomorrow is going to be even harder. This fight is hard af. I hang on because I hope and pray someday my life will actually mean something. #eatingdisorders  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ana  #warrior  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #fearfood  #prorecovery  #eatingdisorderswareness  #recoveryisworthit  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #selfharm  #depression  #anxiety  #addiction  #selfcare  #bodypositivity  #recoverywarriors  #recoverywarrior  #antidiet  #mentalhealth  #vulnerability  #sober  #selfcompassion 
Health update 😂 I'm apparently severely anemic, two points from needing a blood transfusion. Wow. Haha. So I'm no longer a vegetarian... I'm having to take water pills to try and reduce the water retention all over my body.  I got a steroid shot and already am feeling a bit better, but I'm tired, cold & low on energy. I'll probably be sleeping for the next week and am canceling plans with friends :( but it's not personal. Love y'all! #anafighter#edwarrior#edfighter#edfam#edfamily#anarecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#bulimia#recovery#ednos#ednosrecovery#beatana#anawho#eatittobeatit#strongnotskinny#mentalhealth#balancednotclean#nourishnotpunish#healthynotskinny#recoverywin#bpd#mentalhealth#mentalillness#mentalhealthawareness#selfharmmm#ptsd#bipolar#depression#recoveryisworthit#keto
Health update 😂 I'm apparently severely anemic, two points from needing a blood transfusion. Wow. Haha. So I'm no longer a vegetarian... I'm having to take water pills to try and reduce the water retention all over my body. I got a steroid shot and already am feeling a bit better, but I'm tired, cold & low on energy. I'll probably be sleeping for the next week and am canceling plans with friends :( but it's not personal. Love y'all! #anafighter #edwarrior #edfighter #edfam #edfamily #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #bulimia #recovery #ednos #ednosrecovery #beatana #anawho #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #mentalhealth #balancednotclean #nourishnotpunish #healthynotskinny #recoverywin #bpd #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #selfharmmm #ptsd #bipolar #depression #recoveryisworthit #keto 
It’s a Haley rice bowl with a stylistic twist 😅😏 But really it’s @traderjoes to the rescue for this mamma after a long day. I contemplated a bowl of cereal or some such non satisfactory choice for dinner. But decided the real reason a choice like that exists in my mind is to please ed... so I opened the freezer and voila 👆🏻 A veggie quinoa thingy majigy for the win. Add a few fresh veggies and some salsa and I’ve got something a lot more wholesome (and yup, definitely more calories) than a bowl of cereal. Peace ed, you don’t belong here ✌🏻 •

#edrecovery#edwarrior#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#anorexiaathletica#strongnotskinny#healthynotskinny#prorecovery#bulimia#ana#mia#recovery#fuckanorexia#adultswitheds#mentalhealth#edfighter#edfamily#realrecovery#intuitiveeating#eatittobeatit#foodisfuel#veggies#vegetarian#healthy#balanced
It’s a Haley rice bowl with a stylistic twist 😅😏 But really it’s @traderjoes to the rescue for this mamma after a long day. I contemplated a bowl of cereal or some such non satisfactory choice for dinner. But decided the real reason a choice like that exists in my mind is to please ed... so I opened the freezer and voila 👆🏻 A veggie quinoa thingy majigy for the win. Add a few fresh veggies and some salsa and I’ve got something a lot more wholesome (and yup, definitely more calories) than a bowl of cereal. Peace ed, you don’t belong here ✌🏻 • #edrecovery #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiaathletica #strongnotskinny #healthynotskinny #prorecovery #bulimia #ana #mia #recovery #fuckanorexia #adultswitheds #mentalhealth #edfighter #edfamily #realrecovery #intuitiveeating #eatittobeatit #foodisfuel #veggies #vegetarian #healthy #balanced 
— um so freaking yum. 
this week has been such a good week so far! i have 10 days of high school left, my parents are on vacay, and ive asked and received so many more hours at work. also, a family friend wants to talk with me about renting their apartment from them- which would mean i would be MOVING OUT. (not far, but i would have my OWN HOUSE) so that’s very exciting. im praying it all works out. and the foodage has been great so far. ive actually been COOKING dinner lol. perks of my parents being away, i guess? also my siblings and i have actually been getting to school on time. my parents are truly great and i love them, just very stressed people. i must admit it’s so relaxing around here right now lol. 
anywho, i hope your weeks continue getting better and better as the days go on. keep fighting it with everything you’ve got.☀️
5.22.18
— um so freaking yum. this week has been such a good week so far! i have 10 days of high school left, my parents are on vacay, and ive asked and received so many more hours at work. also, a family friend wants to talk with me about renting their apartment from them- which would mean i would be MOVING OUT. (not far, but i would have my OWN HOUSE) so that’s very exciting. im praying it all works out. and the foodage has been great so far. ive actually been COOKING dinner lol. perks of my parents being away, i guess? also my siblings and i have actually been getting to school on time. my parents are truly great and i love them, just very stressed people. i must admit it’s so relaxing around here right now lol. anywho, i hope your weeks continue getting better and better as the days go on. keep fighting it with everything you’ve got.☀️ 5.22.18
Thank you so much to Allllllll of you who reached out today. I appreciate your support beyond words. Thank you.

My dinner plans got cancelled, and given my weigh in, my thought was to say fuck it, go home anyway and restrict dinner and snack and go play basketball. 
I made the choice to be assertive, say my plans got cancelled, did dinner in program, stayed for wrap up, expressed my struggle, went to a support group after program, came home, had snack and am now trying my best to wind down, take my medication and go to bed. 
Seeing my private therapist outside of program tomorrow, so thankful for them and that I get that 1:1 time to really work thru things. 
It’s also been brought to my attention that I may have PTSD. This is really, really bothering me. 
My suicidal urges are off the charts tonight and I’m hanging on by a thread. So thank you so much guys for your love, support and encouragement. 
Heading to bed in a few and I’ll be seeing my therapist tomorrow am. Already emailed them and was like hey, here’s where I’m at, so no backing down or chickening out👊

Seriously so blessed to be a part of this community. 
Thank you guys 👏💕 #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #warrior #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #fearfood #prorecovery #eatingdisorderswareness #recoveryisworthit #edwarrior #edfighter #selfharm #depression #anxiety #addiction #selfcare #bodypositivity #recoverywarriors #recoverywarrior #antidiet #mentalhealth #vulnerability #sober #selfcompassion
Thank you so much to Allllllll of you who reached out today. I appreciate your support beyond words. Thank you. My dinner plans got cancelled, and given my weigh in, my thought was to say fuck it, go home anyway and restrict dinner and snack and go play basketball. I made the choice to be assertive, say my plans got cancelled, did dinner in program, stayed for wrap up, expressed my struggle, went to a support group after program, came home, had snack and am now trying my best to wind down, take my medication and go to bed. Seeing my private therapist outside of program tomorrow, so thankful for them and that I get that 1:1 time to really work thru things. It’s also been brought to my attention that I may have PTSD. This is really, really bothering me. My suicidal urges are off the charts tonight and I’m hanging on by a thread. So thank you so much guys for your love, support and encouragement. Heading to bed in a few and I’ll be seeing my therapist tomorrow am. Already emailed them and was like hey, here’s where I’m at, so no backing down or chickening out👊 Seriously so blessed to be a part of this community. Thank you guys 👏💕 #eatingdisorders  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ana  #warrior  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #fearfood  #prorecovery  #eatingdisorderswareness  #recoveryisworthit  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #selfharm  #depression  #anxiety  #addiction  #selfcare  #bodypositivity  #recoverywarriors  #recoverywarrior  #antidiet  #mentalhealth  #vulnerability  #sober  #selfcompassion 
20:30 p.m.
#cena: té con sabor a manzana y canela + una tostada bauducco y una galleta de arroz con mermelada de frutilla
20:30 p.m. #cena : té con sabor a manzana y canela + una tostada bauducco y una galleta de arroz con mermelada de frutilla
17:20 p.m.
#merienda: barra de cereal de yoghurt y fruta + té con sabor a naranja
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Es mi tercer té en el día y antes ni me gustaban 😂😂💓
17:20 p.m. #merienda : barra de cereal de yoghurt y fruta + té con sabor a naranja - Es mi tercer té en el día y antes ni me gustaban 😂😂💓
My night snack tonight was a slice of warm apple pie topped with Halo Top vanilla bean ice cream!😍🍏🍦 This was so tasty, I love this combination!!!! Glad I can enjoy desserts again without guilt!😊💪🏻 •
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#anorexia #ana #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #edfam #fightana #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edfamily #anawarrior #fuckana #strong #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #anarecovery
My night snack tonight was a slice of warm apple pie topped with Halo Top vanilla bean ice cream!😍🍏🍦 This was so tasty, I love this combination!!!! Glad I can enjoy desserts again without guilt!😊💪🏻 • • #anorexia  #ana  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #fightana  #recoveryisworthit  #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosa  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #fuckana  #strong  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #anarecovery 
Snacking on this new yoghurt before my appointment. I realised my ed had convinced me I didn’t like mango. Why? I have no idea. Eating disorders don’t make sense at the best of times. Turns out though after trying this I DO in fact like mango! Try to challenge yourselves to new things because you might just find a new favourite. #fearfoods #mealplan #eatittobeatit #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #memoriesnotcalories #boobsnotbones #yoghurt #mango #snackalicious #nourishnotpunish
Snacking on this new yoghurt before my appointment. I realised my ed had convinced me I didn’t like mango. Why? I have no idea. Eating disorders don’t make sense at the best of times. Turns out though after trying this I DO in fact like mango! Try to challenge yourselves to new things because you might just find a new favourite. #fearfoods  #mealplan  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #memoriesnotcalories  #boobsnotbones  #yoghurt  #mango  #snackalicious  #nourishnotpunish 
Buddha bowls make week nights so much easier. Here we’ve got baked asparagus and portobello mushroom, pan-seared zucchini, sautéed chickpeas, and a little spinach and arugula for good measure. Thirty minutes from start to finish and you can do a million different things with it. 💚💚💚
#momonthego #eatclean #vegan #breastfeedingdiet #eatyourvitamins #growyourownfood #freshfood #healthyfood #eatyourveggies #nothingtastesasgoodashealthyfeels #healthyfood #yum #eathealthy #cleaneating #simplefood #bopo #healthspo #riotsnotdiets #eatittobeatit #loveyourbody #healthyandhappy #healthyhabits #rainbowfood #shineon #foodlove #healthyisthenewskinny #stayhealthymyfriends #healthymama
Buddha bowls make week nights so much easier. Here we’ve got baked asparagus and portobello mushroom, pan-seared zucchini, sautéed chickpeas, and a little spinach and arugula for good measure. Thirty minutes from start to finish and you can do a million different things with it. 💚💚💚 #momonthego  #eatclean  #vegan  #breastfeedingdiet  #eatyourvitamins  #growyourownfood  #freshfood  #healthyfood  #eatyourveggies  #nothingtastesasgoodashealthyfeels  #healthyfood  #yum  #eathealthy  #cleaneating  #simplefood  #bopo  #healthspo  #riotsnotdiets  #eatittobeatit  #loveyourbody  #healthyandhappy  #healthyhabits  #rainbowfood  #shineon  #foodlove  #healthyisthenewskinny  #stayhealthymyfriends  #healthymama 
Nice and simple oatmeal bowl for the last meal of the day🥣😍 microwave and not stove-top cooked this time cz eh it’s one of those lazy days🤷🏻‍♀️ 1/2cup oats, water, some unmeasured honey in there + pb and banana as toppings👌🏻
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So lazy day, not so sweet for Ana to hear😏 but what’s the horrible thing about chilling and watching videos and Netflix all day long? Not a crime, not a sin, not a problem! It’s in fact a blessing😅 You don’t need to hit x amount of steps, or work for hours, or exercise to deserve eating! Do you need to do that to “deserve” breathing? Nope and that’s the exact same situation with food because it’s a NECESSITY and without it, then that little golden heart of yours would have a rough time! So feeeddd your organs, your cells, your soul, your body! You deserve food, love, life, you deserve everything❤️
~Ps. Ik it’s pretty weird that I suddenly posted like 3 times today but my food is looking aesthetic and thought it’s worth posting😅
#anorexia #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexiawarrior #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #selflove #oats #oatmeal #peanutbutter #eatittobeatit #selflove #mentalhealth #foodisfuel #feedyourbody #nourish #nourishyourbody #recoveryispossible #strongnotskinny #porridge
Nice and simple oatmeal bowl for the last meal of the day🥣😍 microwave and not stove-top cooked this time cz eh it’s one of those lazy days🤷🏻‍♀️ 1/2cup oats, water, some unmeasured honey in there + pb and banana as toppings👌🏻 ———————— So lazy day, not so sweet for Ana to hear😏 but what’s the horrible thing about chilling and watching videos and Netflix all day long? Not a crime, not a sin, not a problem! It’s in fact a blessing😅 You don’t need to hit x amount of steps, or work for hours, or exercise to deserve eating! Do you need to do that to “deserve” breathing? Nope and that’s the exact same situation with food because it’s a NECESSITY and without it, then that little golden heart of yours would have a rough time! So feeeddd your organs, your cells, your soul, your body! You deserve food, love, life, you deserve everything❤️ ~Ps. Ik it’s pretty weird that I suddenly posted like 3 times today but my food is looking aesthetic and thought it’s worth posting😅 #anorexia  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiawarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #selflove  #oats  #oatmeal  #peanutbutter  #eatittobeatit  #selflove  #mentalhealth  #foodisfuel  #feedyourbody  #nourish  #nourishyourbody  #recoveryispossible  #strongnotskinny  #porridge 
Update!!!!
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Today I had my Boston children’s apt it went well!!! I’ve managed to stay at my healthy weight for the past 6 weeks with minor fluctuations❤️ today was also a big day in recovery because I went to clover,which was a restaurant I had a HUGE breakdown in when I was at resi and refused to eat because the calories were on the menu but today I was in the area and I decided all on my own to go back to clover and order the exact same sandwich and I finished it all plus having some fries!!! I feel amazing a few months ago I never pictured myself out of resi eating the same sandwich that cuase a panic attack peacefully along with fries after having a good apt🍏 I got to visit my old residential today to, to get my old jacket and I got to see @recovering.for.kate ❤️ I’m so proud of her for staying strong, I also got to see my favorite nutritionist megan😂 RECOVERY is possible even if it feels impossible it’s not you just have to keep making choices that encourage recover whenever you have the chance🤙 love yo’self bc your body doesn’t determine your self worth y’all are amazing 🤩🤩 #cloverrestaurant#anorexianervosa#edrecovery#eatingbalanced#eatingdisorder#eatittobeatit#recovering#foodisfeul#fuelyourbody#foodisnourishment#boston#cedc#anasucks#fightthethoughts#anorexiaisserious#fightthethoughts
Update!!!! - - Today I had my Boston children’s apt it went well!!! I’ve managed to stay at my healthy weight for the past 6 weeks with minor fluctuations❤️ today was also a big day in recovery because I went to clover,which was a restaurant I had a HUGE breakdown in when I was at resi and refused to eat because the calories were on the menu but today I was in the area and I decided all on my own to go back to clover and order the exact same sandwich and I finished it all plus having some fries!!! I feel amazing a few months ago I never pictured myself out of resi eating the same sandwich that cuase a panic attack peacefully along with fries after having a good apt🍏 I got to visit my old residential today to, to get my old jacket and I got to see @recovering.for.kate ❤️ I’m so proud of her for staying strong, I also got to see my favorite nutritionist megan😂 RECOVERY is possible even if it feels impossible it’s not you just have to keep making choices that encourage recover whenever you have the chance🤙 love yo’self bc your body doesn’t determine your self worth y’all are amazing 🤩🤩 #cloverrestaurant #anorexianervosa #edrecovery #eatingbalanced #eatingdisorder #eatittobeatit #recovering #foodisfeul #fuelyourbody #foodisnourishment #boston #cedc #anasucks #fightthethoughts #anorexiaisserious #fightthethoughts 
Another reason why I love being vegan — hardly any dishes to wash. And I’m all over that! #fruit #melon #govegan
Another reason why I love being vegan — hardly any dishes to wash. And I’m all over that! #fruit  #melon  #govegan 
🥥🍛🍅🥦 Chickpeas, beeets, tomatoes, broccoli sprouts, and tangerine dressing over some black volcano vice for dinner tonight along with some coconut water 😋👍#recovering #veganrecovery #eatittobeatit #recoverywarrior #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier #realrecovery #foodisfuel #eatingdisorderawareness #recoverywin #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #selflove #plantbased #minniemaud #strength  #mealplan #balance #balanced #anawho #dinner #health #orthorexia #fitness #recover #staystrong #recoveryispossible #weightgain #mentalhealth
🥥🍛🍅🥦 Chickpeas, beeets, tomatoes, broccoli sprouts, and tangerine dressing over some black volcano vice for dinner tonight along with some coconut water 😋👍#recovering  #veganrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #recoverywarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #edsoldier  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #eatingdisorderawareness  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #selflove  #plantbased  #minniemaud  #strength  #mealplan  #balance  #balanced  #anawho  #dinner  #health  #orthorexia  #fitness  #recover  #staystrong  #recoveryispossible  #weightgain  #mentalhealth 
TOAST TUESDAY CALLS FOR HUMMUS😍😍 it always used to be fearful since dad would drain it with olive oil every time we get it😩😅 but this time my mom kept some without the oil for me on the side yayyy👏🏻👏🏻 so dinner tonight was two tablespoons of hummus on multigrain toast, plus carrots 🥕🐰🐰 So Happy that some of my fav YouTubers (Macy Eleni, Jen Brett, and Stephanie Marie) uploaded today!!! Definitely found it super helpful yo watch their videos after my tough time with the sweets! 
Anyways, feeling cheery now😊😁 Hope everyone is doing good!!💖💖
#hummus #mentalhealth #edrecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiawarrior #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anarecovery #fuckanorexia #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #selflove #prorecovery #recoverywin #toasttuesday #toast #strongnotskinny
TOAST TUESDAY CALLS FOR HUMMUS😍😍 it always used to be fearful since dad would drain it with olive oil every time we get it😩😅 but this time my mom kept some without the oil for me on the side yayyy👏🏻👏🏻 so dinner tonight was two tablespoons of hummus on multigrain toast, plus carrots 🥕🐰🐰 So Happy that some of my fav YouTubers (Macy Eleni, Jen Brett, and Stephanie Marie) uploaded today!!! Definitely found it super helpful yo watch their videos after my tough time with the sweets! Anyways, feeling cheery now😊😁 Hope everyone is doing good!!💖💖 #hummus  #mentalhealth  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #anorexia  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiawarrior  #anorexiarecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #anarecovery  #fuckanorexia  #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #selflove  #prorecovery  #recoverywin  #toasttuesday  #toast  #strongnotskinny 
Dinner: 
Tonight I had 2 chicken Tikka kebabs with Tilda Mexican bean and chilli Rice with salad cucumber and Peri peri sauce on the side! This was massive there was so much here and I got so full! It is making my head go mad as I usually have something less with these kebabs but it’s for my increase as this was 100 cals more than my usual dinner 🙌🏻
There was more here than it looks I promise plus Ana hates having sauces with things as it’s an undercard extra to her but it makes it taste better so recovery win! This was actually very yummy too if very filling and hard to finish 💙
#anorexia  #anorexiafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edfighter  #eatingdisorderrecovery #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryisworthit  #tikkachicken #tildarice
Dinner: Tonight I had 2 chicken Tikka kebabs with Tilda Mexican bean and chilli Rice with salad cucumber and Peri peri sauce on the side! This was massive there was so much here and I got so full! It is making my head go mad as I usually have something less with these kebabs but it’s for my increase as this was 100 cals more than my usual dinner 🙌🏻 There was more here than it looks I promise plus Ana hates having sauces with things as it’s an undercard extra to her but it makes it taste better so recovery win! This was actually very yummy too if very filling and hard to finish 💙 #anorexia  #anorexiafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #ed  #edfighter  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #recoveryisworthit  #tikkachicken  #tildarice 
My dinner tonight was an AMAZING barbecue chicken salad!!😍😍😍 It looks small in the picture, but trust me this is a huge bowl and I used a very large piece of chicken lol. This was delicious, I put on as much sauce and cheese as I WANTED!!!!!! Also, I had a cheese stick for my afternoon snack but I didn’t get a picture. Sometimes you just have to eat and enjoy your food without thinking about it!🤷🏼‍♀️☺️ •
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#anorexia #ana #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edfighter #edfam #fightana #recoveryisworthit #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #recoveryfood #recoverywin #edfamily #anawarrior #fuckana #strong #recoveryispossible #eatittobeatit #strongnotskinny #anarecovery
My dinner tonight was an AMAZING barbecue chicken salad!!😍😍😍 It looks small in the picture, but trust me this is a huge bowl and I used a very large piece of chicken lol. This was delicious, I put on as much sauce and cheese as I WANTED!!!!!! Also, I had a cheese stick for my afternoon snack but I didn’t get a picture. Sometimes you just have to eat and enjoy your food without thinking about it!🤷🏼‍♀️☺️ • • #anorexia  #ana  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #fightana  #recoveryisworthit  #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosa  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #fuckana  #strong  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #anarecovery 
As the sun sets and the sky turns to dark. The cogs of the machine start turning, formulating, Replaying every moment. Every crack in the soul and blemish on the exterior. Every unsaid word and broken promise. Swarms of pasts, presents and futures to come. Every mistake, minor by nature but so much more under inspection. Guilt, worry, anger hurt. Like a wave consuming all that is good and rational until simple breaths are laboured and tears run like rivers. Drowning within your own tsunami, reality turns to pain. Like your own personal hell as you commence the battles upon yourself~Latenightthoughts
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As the sun sets and the sky turns to dark. The cogs of the machine start turning, formulating, Replaying every moment. Every crack in the soul and blemish on the exterior. Every unsaid word and broken promise. Swarms of pasts, presents and futures to come. Every mistake, minor by nature but so much more under inspection. Guilt, worry, anger hurt. Like a wave consuming all that is good and rational until simple breaths are laboured and tears run like rivers. Drowning within your own tsunami, reality turns to pain. Like your own personal hell as you commence the battles upon yourself~Latenightthoughts - - - #mentalillnessquotes  #mentalillnessawarenessweek  #mentalillnesspoetry  #latenightthoughts  #writer  #spillingyoursoul  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #findingmypath  #findinghappiness  #learningtolive  #learningtoloveme  #picoftheday  #lfl  #pheonixwhispers  #writeraccount  #writersofinstagram  #witch  #wordsfromthesoul  #pagan  #bravenotbroken  #strongnotskinny  #stillnotforattention  #spreadyourwingsandfly 💓 #beachaesthetics  #photography  #amatuerphotographer  #beachphotography 
Lunch: was this Boots TunaSalad! Which had tuna salad hard boiled egg olives carrot green beans potatoes and onion in with a lemon dressing! This was so filling and I was full after this so to my body not bring used to the extra fuel but hopefully this will pass 🙏🏻 This was actually quite nice 
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What did the cheese day when it looked in the mirror?... Halloumi! 😅

Probably used that in one of the other 200+ posts by now, one's cheese joke repertoire is small and overused. If you tell me a cheese joke I haven't heard I will personally send you a large block of Wensleydale. 🧀

Regardless of what I do my stomach is determined to sabotage. It's like 'nah lunch at lunchtime wtf you on?' Sometimes listening to your body isn't the best idea when it's still catching up on the whole idea of eating properly 😙
What did the cheese day when it looked in the mirror?... Halloumi! 😅 Probably used that in one of the other 200+ posts by now, one's cheese joke repertoire is small and overused. If you tell me a cheese joke I haven't heard I will personally send you a large block of Wensleydale. 🧀 Regardless of what I do my stomach is determined to sabotage. It's like 'nah lunch at lunchtime wtf you on?' Sometimes listening to your body isn't the best idea when it's still catching up on the whole idea of eating properly 😙
good morning lovely fighters ☀️ increased meal this morning was a Carman’s porridge sachet AND a piece of toast (that ngl, i did share with my dog 😅)
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i have school photos today and am late as usual so i’ll keep this short and sweet, but hope everyone has a lovely day 😽
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good morning lovely fighters ☀️ increased meal this morning was a Carman’s porridge sachet AND a piece of toast (that ngl, i did share with my dog 😅) • • i have school photos today and am late as usual so i’ll keep this short and sweet, but hope everyone has a lovely day 😽 • • #ana  #anorexic  #anorexia  #anxiety  #determination  #depression  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiarecover  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #mentalhealth  #bulimia  #bulimiarecovery  #recovery  #recoveryquotes  #recoverywarrior  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #breakfast  #foodporn  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder 
Ok so increase: Day 1 
Breakfast: was my favourite from Starbucks - a light coffee Frappuccino! You will get to learn that I am obsessed with coffee ☕️ This was so hard as it was the higher calorie option as I was going to get something else that was less but I thought NO I will get my fave 💪🏻I really struggled to start but once I did I was hooked! My head gave me such grief about this as I chose to have more which Ana hates! This is 100 cals more than the breakfast I was having which is so scary but needed I guess? 
This is also s fear as my head says it’s good lol of sugar! And is more sugary than my usual cereal but I love coffee so🤷‍♂️ #anorexia #anorexiafighter  #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa  #edrecovery  #edfighter #edwarrior #realrecovery  #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recoverywin #recoveryisworthit  #starbucks  #coffeefrappuccino #coffeeaddict #starbuckslover #coffeefrap #starbuckscoffe  #starbucksfrappuccino  #starbucksaddict
Ok so increase: Day 1 Breakfast: was my favourite from Starbucks - a light coffee Frappuccino! You will get to learn that I am obsessed with coffee ☕️ This was so hard as it was the higher calorie option as I was going to get something else that was less but I thought NO I will get my fave 💪🏻I really struggled to start but once I did I was hooked! My head gave me such grief about this as I chose to have more which Ana hates! This is 100 cals more than the breakfast I was having which is so scary but needed I guess? This is also s fear as my head says it’s good lol of sugar! And is more sugary than my usual cereal but I love coffee so🤷‍♂️ #anorexia  #anorexiafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #realrecovery  #foodisfuel  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #recoverywin  #recoveryisworthit  #starbucks  #coffeefrappuccino  #coffeeaddict  #starbuckslover  #coffeefrap  #starbuckscoffe  #starbucksfrappuccino  #starbucksaddict 
Got these little beauties free at uni, they were giving them out in the guild 😍 my fav smoothie brand (aside from the smoothies I make myself😏) ~ tbh the green one is still waiting in my fridge, I have to get started on that one soon 😅 sending positivity to everyone!!💖
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Got these little beauties free at uni, they were giving them out in the guild 😍 my fav smoothie brand (aside from the smoothies I make myself😏) ~ tbh the green one is still waiting in my fridge, I have to get started on that one soon 😅 sending positivity to everyone!!💖 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #anxiety  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edwarrior  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #foodisfuel  #foodislife  #smoothie  #smoothies  #foodoftheday  #foodporn  #instafood  #vegetarianfood  #beatana  #strongnotskinny  #balancednotclean  #nourishnotpunish  #eatrealfood  #bodypositive  #loveyourbody  #loveyourself  #picoftheday  #allshots  #vscolife  #vscogood 
Dinner tonight was chicken hot pot 🍗 😍 has a good afternoon and kept myself busy to distract myself from worrying about exams and food 😌👍🏻 just remember guys, there will come a time when this will be behind you, and it may seem impossible right now, but each step you take is a foot in the right direction, a step away from a life of misery and a step towards actually living 💗 sleep well ❤️
Dinner tonight was chicken hot pot 🍗 😍 has a good afternoon and kept myself busy to distract myself from worrying about exams and food 😌👍🏻 just remember guys, there will come a time when this will be behind you, and it may seem impossible right now, but each step you take is a foot in the right direction, a step away from a life of misery and a step towards actually living 💗 sleep well ❤️
As much as I love my mostly plant based diet and my tempeh/chickpea/tofu/etc meals, sometimes my body really really craves a big piece of seafood/fish and I’m not going to deprive it of that. Sure people are going to give their own opinions on YOUR diet but in the end it is your body and your decision how to fuel it and you do not have to apologize for the way you live your life. 💁🏼‍♀️
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As much as I love my mostly plant based diet and my tempeh/chickpea/tofu/etc meals, sometimes my body really really craves a big piece of seafood/fish and I’m not going to deprive it of that. Sure people are going to give their own opinions on YOUR diet but in the end it is your body and your decision how to fuel it and you do not have to apologize for the way you live your life. 💁🏼‍♀️ • • • #realcovery  #healthyisnotasize  #beated  #edwarriors  #everyBODYisbeautiful  #nourishnotpunish  #loveyourself  #acceptance  #choosehappy  #eatforabs  #happyandhealthy  #health  #health4happiness  #positivity  #itsworthit  #eatittobeatit  #prorecovery  #strong  #athlete  #teenathlete  #nutrition  #foodisfuel  #blogger  #fitgirls  #healthisnotasize  #wellnesstribe  #health 
This morning was the crust of the bread 😬 and a different jam I’m used too! • Also has an appointment today and I have put on a bit of weight, which is good because I need to reach my goals! Also had to increase my dinner time meal! 😐 •“F.E.A.R has two meanings- 
Forget Everything And  Run 
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Face Everything And Rise”

Please take this quote and not just forget about it, if you are struggling with something please, please try, if not for other people but for yourself, to help yourself because everybody deserves the chance to be happy! Xx ❤️❤️😍😘 #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovery #edfam #edfamily #edwarrior #edfighters #cleannotbalanced #nourishyourbody #nourishnotpunish #eatittobeatit #anorexia
This morning was the crust of the bread 😬 and a different jam I’m used too! • Also has an appointment today and I have put on a bit of weight, which is good because I need to reach my goals! Also had to increase my dinner time meal! 😐 •“F.E.A.R has two meanings- Forget Everything And Run Or Face Everything And Rise” Please take this quote and not just forget about it, if you are struggling with something please, please try, if not for other people but for yourself, to help yourself because everybody deserves the chance to be happy! Xx ❤️❤️😍😘 #ana  #anorexianervosa  #anorexiawarrior  #anorexiafighter  #anorexiarecovery  #edfam  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighters  #cleannotbalanced  #nourishyourbody  #nourishnotpunish  #eatittobeatit  #anorexia 
Needed some color on this grey, rainy day.... therefore, say hello to this delicious Matcha Smoothie Bowl! If you wanna make it here’s the recipe!
1 banana 
1 tablespoon of matcha
1/4 avocado 
1 scoop vanilla protein powder 
1/2 cup of coconut or Greek yogurt 
1/2 cup of almond milk
1 tablespoon of honey
6 ice cubes 
What ever toppings you want! What’s your favorite smoothie recipe? Let me know in the comments 👇👇
Needed some color on this grey, rainy day.... therefore, say hello to this delicious Matcha Smoothie Bowl! If you wanna make it here’s the recipe! 1 banana 1 tablespoon of matcha 1/4 avocado 1 scoop vanilla protein powder 1/2 cup of coconut or Greek yogurt 1/2 cup of almond milk 1 tablespoon of honey 6 ice cubes What ever toppings you want! What’s your favorite smoothie recipe? Let me know in the comments 👇👇
For #dinner earlier I had @sainsburys basil and pine nut margherite with tomato sauce🍅, cheese🧀and veg and for #dessert I had a @cadburyuk pots of joy with some strawberries🍓. Hope you've all had a nice day, I've been to the shops today with mum to take some clothes back🛍and then went on a lil walk with my doggo🐶🐾 . What have you been up to today? Sleep well everyone!😴💤#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfamily #edwarrior #edrecovery #recoverywin #realrecovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #nourishnotpunish #nourishtoflourish #healthynotskinny #balancednotclean #beatana #foodisfuel #gainingweightiscool #mentalhealthawareness
For #dinner  earlier I had @sainsburys basil and pine nut margherite with tomato sauce🍅, cheese🧀and veg and for #dessert  I had a @cadburyuk pots of joy with some strawberries🍓. Hope you've all had a nice day, I've been to the shops today with mum to take some clothes back🛍and then went on a lil walk with my doggo🐶🐾 . What have you been up to today? Sleep well everyone!😴💤#anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #recoverywin  #realrecovery  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #nourishnotpunish  #nourishtoflourish  #healthynotskinny  #balancednotclean  #beatana  #foodisfuel  #gainingweightiscool  #mentalhealthawareness 
Pancakes 🥞 with warm apple-cinnamon sauce 🍎 
Im having holidays right now so I have plenty of time doing a big breakfast what I really enjoy ❤️🙏🏽
Recipe:
75g whole wheat flour
1 egg and 1 egg white
5g cacao powder
2 baking powder 
50-100ml milk of ur choice
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These days I’m so hungry I’m literally eating 24/7... it is really hard but I’m not trying to restrict because that wouldn’t bring anything. This extreme hunger is just because of restricting so it wouldn’t make it any better if I restrict even more. I mean it’s my own fault. I did bad things to my body and now I want to do something good for my body and just listen to my cravings ❤️ Everyone tells me I’m not looking healthy, ana is making me blind so I can’t see it but why would people I love lie to me? Ana is the one lying to me. Telling me I’m not looking good but wtf why should I listen to her instead of the people who actually care about me? Who actually love me and want me to be HEALTHY AND HAPPY?
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Pancakes 🥞 with warm apple-cinnamon sauce 🍎 Im having holidays right now so I have plenty of time doing a big breakfast what I really enjoy ❤️🙏🏽 Recipe: 75g whole wheat flour 1 egg and 1 egg white 5g cacao powder 2 baking powder 50-100ml milk of ur choice - - These days I’m so hungry I’m literally eating 24/7... it is really hard but I’m not trying to restrict because that wouldn’t bring anything. This extreme hunger is just because of restricting so it wouldn’t make it any better if I restrict even more. I mean it’s my own fault. I did bad things to my body and now I want to do something good for my body and just listen to my cravings ❤️ Everyone tells me I’m not looking healthy, ana is making me blind so I can’t see it but why would people I love lie to me? Ana is the one lying to me. Telling me I’m not looking good but wtf why should I listen to her instead of the people who actually care about me? Who actually love me and want me to be HEALTHY AND HAPPY? - #loveyourbodyweek  #anawho  #prorecovery  #positivity  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #anorexia  #ed  #anorexiarecovery  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #fuckyouana  #fuckana  #edfam  #edfamily  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #ana  #beatana  #nourishnotpunish  #realrecovery  #realcovery  #healthynothungry  #nourishtoflourish  #weightrestoreddoesnotmeanfat  #selflovefor  #sandwich  #recovering 
Keep fighting all of you beautiful warriors💪🏻 we have got this! 
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Keep fighting all of you beautiful warriors💪🏻 we have got this! Night💕
#nightsnack tonight was a pint party with @halotopcreamery chocolate ice cream. I had another pint today as I was trying to make up some more calories as I’m very under target today. I couldn’t quite finish all of it as it was very rich and I felt so full so I left just a little bit at the bottom that I’ll finish off tomorrow 😊🥄
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#nightsnack  tonight was a pint party with @halotopcreamery chocolate ice cream. I had another pint today as I was trying to make up some more calories as I’m very under target today. I couldn’t quite finish all of it as it was very rich and I felt so full so I left just a little bit at the bottom that I’ll finish off tomorrow 😊🥄 — #pintparty  #halotop  #icecream  #ana  #anarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #ed  #edrecovery  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #strongnotskinny  #fearfood  #eatittobeatit  #dessert  #chocolate 
Snack PINTPARTY with CHOC SHOT😍😋a CHOCOLATE HAZELNUT FILLED RICE CAKE BAR, and a FRUITY BOWL😍
(A whole mango, apple, plum, grapes and satsuma)😋🍨🍫🍈🍎🍑🍇🍊 This mango is tooo gooood😍😍😍
And the rice cake is legit like nutella🤪 
#RECOVERYISWORTHIT 
#noslackingonsnacking #pintparty #lordstilllovesme #recoverywin #fearfood #lordstilllovesicecream #snackqueen #snackprincess #iatethewholepint #pintchallenge #yesiateitall #iateitall #eatittobeatit #icecreamqueen #icecreamprincess #recoveryforicecream #icecreamforthewin #pintpartytuesday #icecreamparty #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edfighter #edrecovery #anarecovery
Snack PINTPARTY with CHOC SHOT😍😋a CHOCOLATE HAZELNUT FILLED RICE CAKE BAR, and a FRUITY BOWL😍 (A whole mango, apple, plum, grapes and satsuma)😋🍨🍫🍈🍎🍑🍇🍊 This mango is tooo gooood😍😍😍 And the rice cake is legit like nutella🤪 #RECOVERYISWORTHIT  #noslackingonsnacking  #pintparty  #lordstilllovesme  #recoverywin  #fearfood  #lordstilllovesicecream  #snackqueen  #snackprincess  #iatethewholepint  #pintchallenge  #yesiateitall  #iateitall  #eatittobeatit  #icecreamqueen  #icecreamprincess  #recoveryforicecream  #icecreamforthewin  #pintpartytuesday  #icecreamparty  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edfighter  #edrecovery  #anarecovery 
Bae admiring himself in the mirror 😂 if only it was this easy! I see my team for the first time in 6 weeks on Thursday and am so anxious about it. We agreed at that time to let me go rogue (ha) since I am pretty stable. I didnt get quite to the weight they recommended at that time, but my weight was healthy.  I get SO damn anxious about being weighed and am dreading Thursday. I feel certain I didnt lose, which is good- they'll be happy about that and it proves I'm capable of less frequent appointments. I am terrified that I've gained. Realistically it may even be a good/healthy thing to have gained a weeee bit, but the idea makes me feel sick. It makes me fearful that my eating and appetites cannot be trusted and I'll just keep gaining with less frequent appointments. The truth is that no matter what my life is still my life, regardless of what happens with the scale. I still have the people I love, things to look forward to, and experiences to be had. That's what really matters. The summer days ahead with the people I care about matter more than a 5-10 lb weight fluctuation. #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #edwarriors #edfam #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #2fab4ana #recovery #adultswitheatingdisorders #eatingdisordertreatment #eatittobeatit
Bae admiring himself in the mirror 😂 if only it was this easy! I see my team for the first time in 6 weeks on Thursday and am so anxious about it. We agreed at that time to let me go rogue (ha) since I am pretty stable. I didnt get quite to the weight they recommended at that time, but my weight was healthy. I get SO damn anxious about being weighed and am dreading Thursday. I feel certain I didnt lose, which is good- they'll be happy about that and it proves I'm capable of less frequent appointments. I am terrified that I've gained. Realistically it may even be a good/healthy thing to have gained a weeee bit, but the idea makes me feel sick. It makes me fearful that my eating and appetites cannot be trusted and I'll just keep gaining with less frequent appointments. The truth is that no matter what my life is still my life, regardless of what happens with the scale. I still have the people I love, things to look forward to, and experiences to be had. That's what really matters. The summer days ahead with the people I care about matter more than a 5-10 lb weight fluctuation. #eatingdisorderrecovery  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #edwarriors  #edfam  #anorexiarecovery  #anarecovery  #2fab4ana  #recovery  #adultswitheatingdisorders  #eatingdisordertreatment  #eatittobeatit 
Yummy stuffed mushrooms for lunch today. 
I filled my portobello caps with artichoke hearts, salsa, avocado, and topped them with fried white mushrooms, pepper, and a little vegan ranch. 
YUM! 🍃🍃🍃 #fuelthegains #fitnessmotivation #veganfitness #veganrecipes #govegan #plantbased #eatittobeatit #healthybodyhealthymind #dontcountcalories
Sunshine - please stay forever. I ALWAYS feel so much more motivated with whatever I'm doing when the weather's nice. I managed over 27k yesterday & 35k today from doing my workout in the garden and some extra long walks ☀️ I just don't want the crappy rain or cold to come back! It's also been hard to stick to my usual gym routine the past week or so as I've had some extra parent duties to attend too, so I've been using my gym at home a little more (Sunday I managed a heavy weight lower bod workout at the gym). I'm also trying to do more running outside rather than at the gym as the hills around by me make it harder - plus I've seen how far I've come since last summer which has made me more even more motivated .. AND I've also started doing a body pump class on a Wednesday after work which I'm also thoroughly enjoying. So at the mo my current workout routine is 2 lower bod days, 1 upper bod, 1 bodypump session a week (full bod) & 3-4 x runs a week (focusing on endurance a little more over hiit at the mo) I'm also still aiming for over 20k steps a day too 😁 so yeah - even though my routine is a little out of sync at the mo, I'm still getting my steps in and doing as much gym sessions as I can ❤🏋️‍♀️💪 Happy Tuesdaaaaaay
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Sunshine - please stay forever. I ALWAYS feel so much more motivated with whatever I'm doing when the weather's nice. I managed over 27k yesterday & 35k today from doing my workout in the garden and some extra long walks ☀️ I just don't want the crappy rain or cold to come back! It's also been hard to stick to my usual gym routine the past week or so as I've had some extra parent duties to attend too, so I've been using my gym at home a little more (Sunday I managed a heavy weight lower bod workout at the gym). I'm also trying to do more running outside rather than at the gym as the hills around by me make it harder - plus I've seen how far I've come since last summer which has made me more even more motivated .. AND I've also started doing a body pump class on a Wednesday after work which I'm also thoroughly enjoying. So at the mo my current workout routine is 2 lower bod days, 1 upper bod, 1 bodypump session a week (full bod) & 3-4 x runs a week (focusing on endurance a little more over hiit at the mo) I'm also still aiming for over 20k steps a day too 😁 so yeah - even though my routine is a little out of sync at the mo, I'm still getting my steps in and doing as much gym sessions as I can ❤🏋️‍♀️💪 Happy Tuesdaaaaaay . #fitbit  #steps  #workout  #workoutmotivation  #girlsthatlift  #girlswhoworkout  #momsthatlift  #fitness  #fitnessmotivation  #gains  #girlgains  #cardio  #liss  #hiit  #anorexia  #strongnotskinny  #progress  #bodybuilding  #bootybuilding  #eatittobeatit  #recovery  #eatingdisorder  #bodygoals 
The mornings are getting colder and colder. It’s not even winter yet and I’m freezing my butt off! Saw my dr last night. He didn’t have much to say other than he’s hoping to have me off the Valium by Sunday and start ect Wednesday 😖 all up this is gonna end up being about a 12 week admission 😒. I just keep getting worse and it’s really scaring me 😞 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexianervosa #bipolar #mania #depression #psychosis #edsoldier #edwarrior #edrecovery #nourishtoflourish #eatittobeatit #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #ect #electroconvulsivetherapy #treatmemt #inpatient
The mornings are getting colder and colder. It’s not even winter yet and I’m freezing my butt off! Saw my dr last night. He didn’t have much to say other than he’s hoping to have me off the Valium by Sunday and start ect Wednesday 😖 all up this is gonna end up being about a 12 week admission 😒. I just keep getting worse and it’s really scaring me 😞 #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexic  #anorexianervosa  #bipolar  #mania  #depression  #psychosis  #edsoldier  #edwarrior  #edrecovery  #nourishtoflourish  #eatittobeatit  #mentalhealth  #mentalhealthawareness  #mentalillness  #ect  #electroconvulsivetherapy  #treatmemt  #inpatient 
What a weekend! It’s been a bit of a whirlwind and I feel like I’ve only just now recovered (and it’s Tuesday 😅). On Saturday I graduated from college with my bachelors of science in Biochemistry 👩🏻‍🎓🤓 and it rained the whole time. My white wedges got totally ruined because we had to walk across the muddy lawn, and the ceremony was outside so we just sat in the rain for two hours. It was great 🙄 I was on the go for most of the day at departmental events and such, so thank God for yummy @larabar snacks to keep me awake on zero sleep. @ems_balanced_life recommended the PB cookie Larabar to me so I grabbed it and the PB chocolate chip (...don’t need to explain that one...) and whoa. BLISS 😭 It tastes like Pb cookie dough, and the PB chocolate chip one is even better! I will admit that having two Larabars in one day freaked me out initially (“too much sugar! You’ll crash and feel horrible! You’ll have insatiable cravings! You won’t get full! You’re wasting your calories!”) but honestly these days I’m so over the whole “justification” thing for eating. If it’s what I have available, I’m hungry, and it tastes good, what other reason is necessary? I don’t need to “balance” my macros. I don’t need to “limit my sugar intake” or “watch my grams of fat”. I’m sick and tired of a lifetime of overanalyzing ever darn minute detail of a nutrition label and ingredient list. I see people eat whatever they want and not ever mention or think about the macros or ingredients of their foods, and it makes me so envious of the freedom and mental space they have available for other things. I want that too, and it will only come by telling ED and diet culture to shut up while doing what works for MY body and MY mind.
Anywhooooo sorry for the mini rant but that’s what has been on my heart lately. Hope y’all are having a terrific Tuesday 💖
What a weekend! It’s been a bit of a whirlwind and I feel like I’ve only just now recovered (and it’s Tuesday 😅). On Saturday I graduated from college with my bachelors of science in Biochemistry 👩🏻‍🎓🤓 and it rained the whole time. My white wedges got totally ruined because we had to walk across the muddy lawn, and the ceremony was outside so we just sat in the rain for two hours. It was great 🙄 I was on the go for most of the day at departmental events and such, so thank God for yummy @larabar snacks to keep me awake on zero sleep. @ems_balanced_life recommended the PB cookie Larabar to me so I grabbed it and the PB chocolate chip (...don’t need to explain that one...) and whoa. BLISS 😭 It tastes like Pb cookie dough, and the PB chocolate chip one is even better! I will admit that having two Larabars in one day freaked me out initially (“too much sugar! You’ll crash and feel horrible! You’ll have insatiable cravings! You won’t get full! You’re wasting your calories!”) but honestly these days I’m so over the whole “justification” thing for eating. If it’s what I have available, I’m hungry, and it tastes good, what other reason is necessary? I don’t need to “balance” my macros. I don’t need to “limit my sugar intake” or “watch my grams of fat”. I’m sick and tired of a lifetime of overanalyzing ever darn minute detail of a nutrition label and ingredient list. I see people eat whatever they want and not ever mention or think about the macros or ingredients of their foods, and it makes me so envious of the freedom and mental space they have available for other things. I want that too, and it will only come by telling ED and diet culture to shut up while doing what works for MY body and MY mind. Anywhooooo sorry for the mini rant but that’s what has been on my heart lately. Hope y’all are having a terrific Tuesday 💖
I swear all i do is snack! I mean its not like im complaining 🤗
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I swear all i do is snack! I mean its not like im complaining 🤗 ' ' ' ' P.s any tips on not counting? ' ' @nairnsoatcakes @marksandspencerfoodhallonline @doisyanddam #edfighter  #edrecovery  #edwarrior  #prorecovery  #eatittobeatit  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #nourish2flourish  #nourishnotpunish  #ed  #edawareness  #noslackingonsnacking  #snack  #snackattack  #vegan  #whatveganseat  #veganeats  #veganfoodshare  #foodie  #foodisfuel  #healthy  #healthyeating  #balancednotclean  #strongnotskinny  #vegetarian  #thrivenotsurvive 
Dinner (swipe for the rest of it):
Salad made with:
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Red onion
Strawberries
Feta cheese
Crushed Chilli and Lime peanuts
Balsamic Vinegar
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4 Gosh spinach and pine nut bites
Caramelised onion houmous
Tenderstem broccoli
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This was so good! Ate it whilst chatting to mum on the phone. If you’ve never had strawberries in a salad - you’re doing it wrong!😉
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This was a HUGE meal, but I ate it all, and am quite full now, so probably no fruit bowls today - may munch some grapes as a snack later though.
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I’m really put off by meat at the moment. It’s not the ED being restrictive, just the thought of it is making me feel ill.
I’m happy at the moment with my salads, fruits, houmous, chips, and veggies.
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Dinner (swipe for the rest of it): Salad made with: Baby gem lettuce Red onion Strawberries Feta cheese Crushed Chilli and Lime peanuts Balsamic Vinegar . 4 Gosh spinach and pine nut bites Caramelised onion houmous Tenderstem broccoli . This was so good! Ate it whilst chatting to mum on the phone. If you’ve never had strawberries in a salad - you’re doing it wrong!😉 . This was a HUGE meal, but I ate it all, and am quite full now, so probably no fruit bowls today - may munch some grapes as a snack later though. . I’m really put off by meat at the moment. It’s not the ED being restrictive, just the thought of it is making me feel ill. I’m happy at the moment with my salads, fruits, houmous, chips, and veggies. . . . #anorexia  #adultswitheds  #adultswithednos  #adultswitheatingdisorders  #adultswithanorexia  #ana  #anarexia  #anorexiarecovery  #eatittobeatit  #foodisfuel  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatingdisorder  #disorderedeating  #ed  #edrecovery  #ednos  #ednosrecovery  #weightrestoration  #Salad  #balsamicstrawberry  #pinenuts  #goshspinachandpinenutbites  #goshfood  #hummus  #caramelisedonion  #tenderstembroccoli  #peanuts  #foodporn  #anawarrior  #edwarrior 
Another day, another doctors appointment 😕
Another day, another doctors appointment 😕
Hey 💜 Today was good! School was okay and after school I had psychologist which was really nice. Then I worked for school. I also made up with a friend and now we’re good 😊 In the evening I watched the sunset 🌞and I’m feeling so calm rn ☺️ AND also this: From now on I’m going to post every other day, since I dont really find these posts interesting all the time. I’ll probably post more on my story ✨
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- Breakfast: 4 slices of bread with dark choc 🍫, marmelade and Nutella
- MS: an Apple and a Nakd bar
- Lunch: 4 slices of bread with salami and chicken 🐔curry + an orange 🍊
- AS: a raisin roll 😍
- Dinner: a hamburger with chicken🐔, cheese 🧀 & tomatos 🍅+ extra 1/4 of a bun - NS: mnm’s and blueberries
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Goodnight and stay strong 💙✨
Hey 💜 Today was good! School was okay and after school I had psychologist which was really nice. Then I worked for school. I also made up with a friend and now we’re good 😊 In the evening I watched the sunset 🌞and I’m feeling so calm rn ☺️ AND also this: From now on I’m going to post every other day, since I dont really find these posts interesting all the time. I’ll probably post more on my story ✨ | | - Breakfast: 4 slices of bread with dark choc 🍫, marmelade and Nutella - MS: an Apple and a Nakd bar - Lunch: 4 slices of bread with salami and chicken 🐔curry + an orange 🍊 - AS: a raisin roll 😍 - Dinner: a hamburger with chicken🐔, cheese 🧀 & tomatos 🍅+ extra 1/4 of a bun - NS: mnm’s and blueberries | | Goodnight and stay strong 💙✨
Dinner tonight was a quorn roast with a potato waffle and some extra potato pieces with the rest of my salad from lunch 😝then dessert was yogurt rice cakes and supper was the usual 😋💕 Today is ending a lot better than it started, I’m in a much happier and more positive mood now. Sometimes all you need is a good relaxing day to rejuvenate yourself ☺️ I hope you all have had excellent days too! Goodnight my lovelies 🌙💗 #anawho #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatittobeatit #slay #staystrong #keepfighting #strongnotskinny #dinner #desserts #supper #goodfood #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #chooserecovery #nourishyourbody #nourishtoflourish #nevergiveup #neverlosehope #staypositive #fuckana #kickinganasbutt #spreadlove #goodday #relaxation #determined #goodnight 🤗
Dinner tonight was a quorn roast with a potato waffle and some extra potato pieces with the rest of my salad from lunch 😝then dessert was yogurt rice cakes and supper was the usual 😋💕 Today is ending a lot better than it started, I’m in a much happier and more positive mood now. Sometimes all you need is a good relaxing day to rejuvenate yourself ☺️ I hope you all have had excellent days too! Goodnight my lovelies 🌙💗 #anawho  #anarecovery  #anorexiarecovery  #anorexia  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #eatittobeatit  #slay  #staystrong  #keepfighting  #strongnotskinny  #dinner  #desserts  #supper  #goodfood  #prorecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #chooserecovery  #nourishyourbody  #nourishtoflourish  #nevergiveup  #neverlosehope  #staypositive  #fuckana  #kickinganasbutt  #spreadlove  #goodday  #relaxation  #determined  #goodnight  🤗
Evening everyone 🌃 hope you all have had a lovely day today! I'm currently just chilling on the sofa and crocheting! Supper tonight is cornflakes with milk 🥛 and a cuppa 🍵 time for some evening positivity ✨ we all talk about being "perfect" striving for that perfect body, the perfect life the perfect job etc but what is perfection?? Everyone version of perfect is different! So in someone else's eyes you are PERFECT!!! It's our imperfections that make us perfect because who wants to be like everyone else because that is boring!😉 Embrace and love yourself because you are special! You are unique! You are PERFECT!!! ✨ I hope you all have a fab evening and sleep well xxx #goingtoeatwhatiwantto#recoveryispossible#recovery#prorecovery#recoveryistheonlyoption#countblessingsnotcalories#curvesnotcalories#curvesnotbones#healthynothungry#determined#anorexic#eatingdisorderrecovery#edfighter#edsoldier#fighter#nevergiveup#nomoreanorexia#nourishnotpunish#strongnotskinny#charversesana#edcommunity#eatclean#cleaneating#edfamily#realrecovery#f4f#recoverywin#eatittobeatit#fuckana#gainingweightiscool
Evening everyone 🌃 hope you all have had a lovely day today! I'm currently just chilling on the sofa and crocheting! Supper tonight is cornflakes with milk 🥛 and a cuppa 🍵 time for some evening positivity ✨ we all talk about being "perfect" striving for that perfect body, the perfect life the perfect job etc but what is perfection?? Everyone version of perfect is different! So in someone else's eyes you are PERFECT!!! It's our imperfections that make us perfect because who wants to be like everyone else because that is boring!😉 Embrace and love yourself because you are special! You are unique! You are PERFECT!!! ✨ I hope you all have a fab evening and sleep well xxx #goingtoeatwhatiwantto #recoveryispossible #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryistheonlyoption #countblessingsnotcalories #curvesnotcalories #curvesnotbones #healthynothungry #determined #anorexic #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfighter #edsoldier #fighter #nevergiveup #nomoreanorexia #nourishnotpunish #strongnotskinny #charversesana #edcommunity #eatclean #cleaneating #edfamily #realrecovery #f4f #recoverywin #eatittobeatit #fuckana #gainingweightiscool 
Helloww💕
Today I baked this amazing banana bread! And it turned out surprisingly good (recipe in my story)!
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I have ever loved baking, and it’s even more funny when you allow yourself to eat what you made. I still can’t get myself to bake real cake or something with sugar but I think I made progress 😇
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I‘m already so nervous because of the rest of this week. The girls,
I normally hang out with are on championships so I have nobody to talk to. What if we have to make groups? What if everyone thinks I have no friends because I‘m alone during the breaks?... and on Friday I have sports class again, which I’m also super afraid of... crazy how stressful school can be. I mean shouldn’t we like to go to school? Well, most of the time I don’t. But I will keep pushing through💪🏼💕
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Helloww💕 Today I baked this amazing banana bread! And it turned out surprisingly good (recipe in my story)! - I have ever loved baking, and it’s even more funny when you allow yourself to eat what you made. I still can’t get myself to bake real cake or something with sugar but I think I made progress 😇 - I‘m already so nervous because of the rest of this week. The girls, I normally hang out with are on championships so I have nobody to talk to. What if we have to make groups? What if everyone thinks I have no friends because I‘m alone during the breaks?... and on Friday I have sports class again, which I’m also super afraid of... crazy how stressful school can be. I mean shouldn’t we like to go to school? Well, most of the time I don’t. But I will keep pushing through💪🏼💕 . . . . . . . . . . . . #edrecovery  #recoveryisworthit  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryforlife  #recoverywin  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiarecovery  #prorecovery  #minniemaud  #fooddiary  #foodoftheday  #foodlover  #foodporn  #foodphotography  #bananenbrot  #healthybaking  #breakfastinbed  #healthyfood  #healthylifestyle  #healthybreakfast  #fuckana  #bananabread  #dessertporn 
and here’s that pizza!! Straight off the supermarket shelf to oven to tummy for lunch 😛 don’t know about you, but for me using hands instead of knife and fork is tough...but challenged that today and won 💪🏻 #pizza #recovery #recovering #recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #realrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #beatana #fuckana #anawho #anawarrior #edwarrior #edfighter #edsoldier #edfamily #edfam #mentalhealthawareness #orthorexia #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery
and here’s that pizza!! Straight off the supermarket shelf to oven to tummy for lunch 😛 don’t know about you, but for me using hands instead of knife and fork is tough...but challenged that today and won 💪🏻 #pizza  #recovery  #recovering  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #anarecovery  #anorexianervosa  #eatingdisorder  #eatingdisorderrecovery  #realrecovery  #recoveryispossible  #recoveryisworthit  #anorexia  #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywarrior  #beatana  #fuckana  #anawho  #anawarrior  #edwarrior  #edfighter  #edsoldier  #edfamily  #edfam  #mentalhealthawareness  #orthorexia  #eatittobeatit  #nourishnotpunish  #prorecovery 
If anyone has some tips how to stop counting calories and be more intuitively please comment this post or message me! I really want to stop but i dont know how, because its so difficult.
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And yes this is my Body. My normal weight Body. At the Moment im not really Feeling good in it but i hope it gets better and i still have to gain weight.
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If anyone has some tips how to stop counting calories and be more intuitively please comment this post or message me! I really want to stop but i dont know how, because its so difficult. . And yes this is my Body. My normal weight Body. At the Moment im not really Feeling good in it but i hope it gets better and i still have to gain weight. . . #recoveryisworthit  #edrecovery  #realrecovery  #recovery  #mentalhealth  #eatittobeatit  #fuckana  #foodisfuel  #kirmes  #fries  #yummy  #foodporn  #americanfood  #livinglife  #gaininglife  #gaininghappiness  #recovery  #anarecovery  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #anafighter  #fighter  #warrior  #girl  #life  #gainingweightiscool 
Breaking the fast with an Egg wrap!! It’s super duper cold at the moment! It makes it look really pretty and the sunrise on the mountains is so cool because it shines pink and purple coz of the snow!! 👍🏽
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Appreciate the little things in life, like a warm house, view of mountains, cuddly pets! 
I have some more gemstones arriving soon and then my collection will be over 150 and I’m so excited!!!
Breaking the fast with an Egg wrap!! It’s super duper cold at the moment! It makes it look really pretty and the sunrise on the mountains is so cool because it shines pink and purple coz of the snow!! 👍🏽 💪🏽 ⛰ Appreciate the little things in life, like a warm house, view of mountains, cuddly pets! I have some more gemstones arriving soon and then my collection will be over 150 and I’m so excited!!!
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today i had a school visit to this new school with one staff from the ward. which i may be going to when im discharged. .
as we were getting out of the taxi on the way back i just ran for it. i made it down the road before i i was brought back. so scared I won’t have leave this weekend again ..
ive had enough of being here. i just want to go home.
tw-abscond today i had a school visit to this new school with one staff from the ward. which i may be going to when im discharged. . as we were getting out of the taxi on the way back i just ran for it. i made it down the road before i i was brought back. so scared I won’t have leave this weekend again .. ive had enough of being here. i just want to go home.
lol notice a trend?

didn’t have enough food at school today so needed this when i got home. intuitive eating? hell yes!! #foodisfuel #edwarrior #edcommunity #edfamily #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #ed #fuckana
Dinner tonight was a very big portion and super challenging! I tried my best to make it look pretty though aha. My stomach feels like it’s going to explode now, but after my camhs session today I am determined to get back on track with my eating and kick ana’s ass for good!!
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Dinner tonight was a very big portion and super challenging! I tried my best to make it look pretty though aha. My stomach feels like it’s going to explode now, but after my camhs session today I am determined to get back on track with my eating and kick ana’s ass for good!! — #kickanasass  #eatittobeatit  #anorexiarecovery  #recoverywin  #edrecovery  #edwin  #ed  #eatingdisorder  #recovery  #healthy  #dinner  #salmon  #healthymeal  #strongnotskinny  #anarecovery  #foodporn  #foodphotography  #foodisfuel 
My mom bought me an almond milk chai latte while we're out today. Been busy with appointments and stuff, but the weather is lovely and I got some books from the library. Now I'm on my way over to my mom's so I can help clean out my old room. So it's a busy day. 
I got to see E last night though which was so lovely. I missed him so much. I get to see him again on the weekend and he's gonna meet my family.. I'm nervous for it..
My mom bought me an almond milk chai latte while we're out today. Been busy with appointments and stuff, but the weather is lovely and I got some books from the library. Now I'm on my way over to my mom's so I can help clean out my old room. So it's a busy day. I got to see E last night though which was so lovely. I missed him so much. I get to see him again on the weekend and he's gonna meet my family.. I'm nervous for it..
My delicious lunch today was a wrap filled with pork, peppers, onions, cheese, and lettuce, a salad, and some grapes! I’ve never tried this kind of wrap before but we’re out of my usual ham and turkey lol. It’s good to try some new things every once in a while though! I’ll probably make this again soon! 😍😍 •
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My delicious lunch today was a wrap filled with pork, peppers, onions, cheese, and lettuce, a salad, and some grapes! I’ve never tried this kind of wrap before but we’re out of my usual ham and turkey lol. It’s good to try some new things every once in a while though! I’ll probably make this again soon! 😍😍 • • #anorexia  #ana  #anorexiarecovery  #ed  #edrecovery  #edfighter  #edfam  #fightana  #recoveryisworthit  #eatingdisorder  #anorexianervosa  #recoveryfood  #recoverywin  #edfamily  #anawarrior  #fuckana  #strong  #recoveryispossible  #eatittobeatit  #strongnotskinny  #anarecovery 
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Smoothie flower power: strawberry frozen banana coconut water butterfly pea tea powder and edible flowers 👁: regram @traveling_taste_buds 📷: credit&recipe @traveling_taste_buds 👉🏽: FOLLOW US & tag @foodiefeatures_ #️⃣ use #foodiefeatured_  to be featured 👥: Tag a friend who would love this👇🏽 ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ ✨ #ahealthynut  #beautifulhealth  #foodstyling  #breakfastlover  #eeeeeats  #justvegan  #eatittobeatit  #healthyfood  #wholesome  #healthyeat  #fitfood  #crueltyfree  #vegancommunity  #fruitlover  #holisticlifestyle  #yahoofood  #instafood  #instalicious  #superfood  #wholefoods  #smoothie  #eattherainbow  #nourishingfood  #chooseorganic  #foodieflatlays  #diaryfree  #coloryourplate  #nourishandglow  #veganfoodlovers 
Кроме того чтобы искать счастье под каждым  кустом, я иногда фотографирую лица. И собираю в отдельную папочку любимые. Честно признаюсь в формате репортаж, фотографировать празднующих(выпивающих) людей, я целюсь в три любимые категории: дети, афроамериканцы, влюбленные. 
И те и другие очень откликаются на реальность. 
Никакого замаха на фотографическое искусство, просто лица.
Кроме того чтобы искать счастье под каждым кустом, я иногда фотографирую лица. И собираю в отдельную папочку любимые. Честно признаюсь в формате репортаж, фотографировать празднующих(выпивающих) людей, я целюсь в три любимые категории: дети, афроамериканцы, влюбленные. И те и другие очень откликаются на реальность. Никакого замаха на фотографическое искусство, просто лица.