continuation of my previous post || and she went on to talking about i am very quiet in class and she hope that i could talk me but when i am with my clique then i am talkative. she hope that i would talk to her more with my problems not my friend's one. then my mother said i am very talkative at home and i will usually talk to her how i feel. she is wrong. she is so so wrong. i just told her that i hated this person or something bad happened but i didnt tell her how i feel. i didnt tell her that i feel i am such a disappointment, a failure, a burden, a loser, a fat pig and many others. i didnt tell her that sometimes i am so anxious that i have to resort to cutting myself and all the "scratches" she saw is not my injury but its self harming. i didnt tell her how much i hated my body until i dont feel a single thing rn. she claimed that i talk to her a lot ehich is true but filled with shit things. (i am outgoing at home) but i never tell you my real feelings.
qotd: do u have enough of ur life?