Okay so I’m hopefully seeing a doctor tomorrow for a check up on my neck and back for they are still in a tremendous amount of pain. -
My family (not my grandparents) keep making jokes about he accident.. which is kind of upsetting because I thought that was the end. Then my aunt drove me home and she slammed on the break and I started panicking for I had flashed back to what happened yesterday... idk im so stressed. [swipe left for a photo of the car after the accident]
Anyways I’m really exhausted and am going to try and sleep, goodnight I hope you all get some rest. Love you!
my name is sapphire and im sixteen, almost seventeen.
my favorite color is pink, my favorite song is called igloo. i love to color with crayons and pretend im in a movie when im by myself with music playing. i love my siblings but sometimes we don't get along which is okay. summer just started for me and i ended my junior year with good grades, although it wasn't easy. im in a healthy relationship and my friends are amazing to me, regardless of how many i have, and they're all beautiful. i moved out of my parents house a month ago and my mental health has increased by a lot, but i do miss them. i have a lot of good days, sometimes i have bad ones but that's okay. i live in a small town. my middle name is rose and im a leo. my snapchat score is just over 130,000 and i dont use it very often anymore.
im pretty talented, i play several instruments and im a pretty good artist, i am a good actress, and im fairly strong. im just shy of six feet tall and sometimes people say that's intimidating but really all i want is a hug. all of my friends live far away from me, it gets lonely, but they're the best. my boyfriend ace is the main reason i get up in the morning, he's asleep right now, i wish i was with him so he could play w my hair and my mind wouldn't keep me awake. i miss my old best friend but thats okay, she seems to have a better, happier thing, and thats all that matters. i want to travel the world, and i have 3 people who want to do it with me. my friend jrake graduates on sunday and i really hope that i get to go, he is really good at making me smile and i miss him. my favorite flower is a daisy and Jessa says that when i tell her i am fully recovered and happy, that she will buy me daisies. i love jessa, she sets alarms for the middle of the night if she knows im upset and might need to be checked on, and she always makes me smile. I believe in aliens, it'd be silly to believe that there isn't something else out there. My favorite season is autumn but winter is a close second. im afraid of being forgotten and the dark. i want to be loved for who i am. i dont think im very important but its okay, i know im loved :)