“I want to live, not just survive”
I’ve never read something more relatable to my life than this. If you know me, you know how Crohn’s has always been my life. It’s all I’ve ever really known. I’ve learned to make adjustments when I go out, how to be prepared in the car, always know where every single bathroom is every single time no matter where I go because that’s what I know.
I also know what it’s like to stay in pajamas 24/7, not be able to eat for days, lucky if I can even get a shower done! I was honestly just trying to survive in hopes my pain would end. I hoped that one day I can have a “normal” life. Run errands all day, work, just be useful instead of useless.
Because of Beachbody, I’m able to live my life. Do I still worry about something’s from my past, of course because like I said, it’s all I knew but I’ve also learned to embrace it. I’ve learned to embrace the fact that I am able to be “normal” one step at a time.
It’s not always easy, but I remember how far I’ve come and know I don’t deserve to ever go back. Beachbody isn’t a cure for anything at all but what it has done for me I’ll never go back to that girl who was just trying to survive. I just want to live my life the best I can and you deserve it too.
Happy Saint Patrick's day 😊 I'm wearing my Irish shirt and ready to take on the day! I'm hoping to take a photoshoot with my horse and wrap him in green ribbons ☘️🍀. I'm also thinking about doing a photoshoot for crohns awareness maybe 😊