Did you watch the BBMAs? I know I’m a little late to post, my bad I had stupid homework to do when I came back from school today. I stayed up last night just to watch and I have no regrets. BTS won top social artist, I’m really proud them 💖 I want to take a moment to thank everyone who voted for them 👏 They were glowing. We stan such beautiful men. Their performance was truly one of the best during the show. This is something I’m never going to forget. It was my first comeback for them as well as my first time watching them live on television. It also made me happy seeing BTS interact with other artists and celebrities who were very friendly to them. They met Pharrell Williams, Tyra Banks, Taylor Swift, Rebel Wilson, Bebe Rexha (saw the video of her and Tae together it was cute. girl I’d do the same if I were her haha), and many others ✨ Let’s not forget they met the great John Legend too. It absolutely warmed my heart that Taehyung finally got to meet him 💗 He must have been so happy aww 😚 On their vlive they mentioned that John Legend took out a CD from their album and asked them to sign it 😭 Honestly though I almost didn’t even fall asleep since I was so happy. Even though I didn’t get much sleep, when my alarm came on this morning, I woke up smiling like a crazy person. Could have sworn I dreamed about their performance because it was so good. Other performances I enjoyed were by Ariana Grande, Kelly Clarkson (she hosted the show well ✨), Shawn Mendes, Christina Aguilera and Demi Lovato, along with Pharrell Williams and Camila Cabello’s collab, and of course Janet Jackson 👏 Everyone did an outstanding job performing. I may sound like any typical army, but the highlight of the show was personally BTS for me. Literally the only reason I watched. They’ve exceeded my expectations despite the...uh...cameraworkork lol
Love fucks you up. It consumes you. It kills you from the inside out. With every ache you brake more and more. It’s a pain that you can’t describe, you have to go through a heartbreak to understand. People who have never been in love will tell you ‘move on, your better than him/her’ or maybe they will say ‘fuck someone else and you’ll be over them’. The thing is that they don’t understand the ache you feel inside. Everyday is another battle you need to survive without them, you forget how to live, how to breath. You stop functioning as a human. Everything around you is grey, nothing matters and even if you fuck someone, at the end of the day the only person in your mind is them. You will cry every night, you will suffer, and that filling will kill you slowly. They say love isn’t suppose to hurt or that it’s an antidote that fixes us. Which is true, it does fix us, it makes us a better person, it makes us smile a little more, makes us feel more alive but no matter who you chose you will always feel pain, there will always be pain whether it’s love or not so make sure they are worth the pain. We all have fallen in love with someone we wish we hadn’t and if you haven’t yet, you will, trust me. It will hurt, it will take time to heal but you can do it. If i can, so can you. It’s you and me, me and you. Together we can do anything. Don’t let them make you scared of love but once you find the one, love will be all you need.