We both realised we #loved each other and the first time he said it made me #cry this man had become so #important to me and I spent nights thinking what I would do when he left. I grew up without #brothers and my relationship with my #dad wasn't the best growing up so he was #everything I never had in one.
. I wanted him to #watch me #perform in the #opera because it was my first #majorrole . But everything that happened with his family was making it hard because they ran the opera and #hated him. And then one day he told me (far too late) that his flight home was being moved forward by 3 months. This meant we went from having 4 months togetyer to only 1. I had only just #grounded myself and he dropped that on me and I couldn't cope. He wouldn't be able to #watch me on stage. Or perform with me at all.
. But he #helped me realize that there more important things to consider at that point like the fact that he would #alwaysloveme and I would #alwayslovehim at that him moving was never going to change that. He helped me realize that this wasn't going to be the last time we met that we would end up together again singing songs on the #beach and loving life. I also realised on my own that he wasnt happy where he was. So i #accepted him leaving.