Some days ago, a good friend of mine told me that, in his opinion, I expose myself emotionally too much.
Thinking a bit about it, I saw that, indeed, I had no filter and any interpersonal interaction was worth my time and emotional investment. I have had this kind of dynamics for around 5 years now.
In this time I have learnt so much about people, life and myself, I have had many experiences and stories to tell and all this has enriched me immensely. Actually, I'm publically exposing myself again right now.
I'm not afraid to do so because I know I'm strong, I trust myself and know that nobody is going to hurt me if I don't let them do so. I obviously have things that I don't want to share but I do not have anything I need to hide or feel embarrassed of.
However, lately I have been feeling different. I have less patience with people who ask too much from me, I enjoy to spend a lot of time alone, only with myself, and I want to focus in other things. I want to do many things for myself and human interactions are not in first priority anymore in the same way.
This has been a process that started one year ago and which I tried to resist out of habit for a while.
But now it has become an unstoppable urge to construct, create, redirect habits and beliefs. To search for something else, something different out of my constructed behavioural patterns that anchored me to the known and comfortable. I want to change, to evolve and be a grown up.
Could it be the allignment of Acuarium with Taurus?
What to you think about that, are you in a phase of interpersonal relationships or of intrapersonal construction?
How hard is for you to expose yourselves to the world or the people of your social surrounding and why is it so?
Expose yourselves and share it in the comments :)