It’s astounding how quickly life can turn. #choices my big brood of #tenkids has dwindled down to #5boys my House was brimming with energy and noise for 21 years. What shook me is the amount of #selfworth I place on myself based on my KIDS behavior or affection towards me.
How quickly I turn away from the mirror and hide my tears as I’m estranged (once again) from my daughters. It hurts me so deep. My hands are tied. I have to find my value #iamenough WITHOUT the outside influences. #Mother . #Parents . #Siblings . #Fans . #Children . #Lovers . #client . #singlemom
Who am I when I’m JUST me ? What is my value when I’m not serving- not giving- not peeling the layers offering my everything. #amienough
Some have passed judgment on the tattoo I got this November. It is something I NEED DAILY-HOURLY-MINUTELY REMINDERS.