Regrann from @fenyxthegod - so grateful that this truth is finding the masses.
Google the metamorphosis process of the caterpillar to the butterfly:
Inside the cuccoon, the caterpillars insides explode, filling the cuccoon with acids that break down the body of the caterpillar, bringing it near death. Once the old body is broken, there is room to start a new foundation and the body of the butterfly begins to develop.
It's important to note that from an outside perspective, nothing is happening in this plain looking cuccoon. Even after the transformation occurs, we still don't see the new creature until it builds the strength to break out of it's boot camp casing. We don't see the miracle until it's already happened.
With that being said, take it easy on your beautiful self. You are taking all the necessary steps to align yourself with your most bountiful life. Don't settle, don't give up and don't be deceived by the sweet sounding sirens outside your cuccoon. Focus on building your future, allow yourself to be present thru the process and take care with your feelings. Where do they stem from and what fuels them? Get to know every nook and cranny of you. Some days will be delightful and others will post a challenge, but being in denial shall keep you rooted in place. Be open to your love, let it wash over you from the inside out and slowly change your DNA.
One love & real vibes💙