The next time I feel the complete happiness of the Now, I will be more conscious, listen to my inner truth, and guide with a leading light. I feel nothing but gratitude that I managed to find heaven once, and I feel gratitude to all involved who helped me to see that at last, even if for just a half hour of blissful optimism, we were all willing to step forward and speak our truth. But I have amends to make, with myself most of all. I’ll do better next time. Heaven on Earth is real. But we have to step up, show up, be conscious and take care of it. Because it exists as a perspective in our minds, and it can become distorted through even a small amount of negligence. I am ready to atone with the universe for my blindness. I am ready to awaken and see with fresh eyes that I have always had the light and can continue my mission of bringing others to it. No matter the cost to the Ego, helping others is more important than seeking validation. Universe, I’m listening. Life, I’m living. Love, I’m not ever giving up. Light, I serve you.